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Post by Julie:) on Oct 30, 2006 18:26:45 GMT 1
Chapter 9
It was a Sunday afternoon, I had been up since 9am, cause I just couldn’t sleep. I sat in the living room and watched some TV, and suddenly I heard steps from the stairs. “Ah…” I heard someone say… It was Danny, off course. He had been really drunk the night before, so I bet he had a real hungover today. “Aaahh!!” He sounded turned on, actually... it wasn’t a very pleasant sound. “Please, Danny!!!” I screamed. I soon regretted it, cause I know he gets really angry when someone screams when he has a hungover. “Whaaat??” He said while he came into the living room with his hand over his head. He looked like he was in lot of pain. Poor Danny… he’s been through a lot lately… “I’m sorry…” I said and walked to him and pulled him into a big hug. “How are you feelin?” I asked him, I sort of knew what he was going to answer, but I was just trying to be polite. “Awful…. how bout you?” Danny said and sighed. He looked at me with his puppy dog eyes. “I’m good, actually! Thank you for asking!” I said and gave him a grin. “I’m glad you’re happy, hunny!” Danny said and tried to smile. “Aww… I love you” I said and gave him another hug. I walked into the kitchen and made him a cup of tea, which would help him with the hungover. We sat down at the kitchen table, I had my cup of cocoa and Danny had his tea. “Thanks, ” He said and took a zip. “So… You were at Harry’s last night, yeah?” He suddenly asked. “Ehm… Yeah…how do you remember?” I asked him, I was quite surprised. “I don’t know… just remember you told me…” he said. “Oh well… Yes I was with Harry last night, and we had a great time!” I said and smiled. Danny smiled too. “You didn’t drink did you?” Danny looked worried. I was 16, and I weren’t allowed to drink like Danny was, cause he was 19. He knew I drank, because we had been doing it together many times but after mom died, he’s been really worried about me drinking. “No, Danny… we didn’t.” I told him, because it was the truth, Harry hadn’t offered me any kind of alcohol, cause he knew Danny would be pissed off if he found out. “Oh…Ok, then. I trust you, you know!” He said and looked me seriously in the eyes. “I know” I said. “… and that’s good!” “So, do you like him?” Danny asked and raised his eyebrows. “Who?” I asked. “Oh, come on Alex!!” Danny looked annoyed. “ok… you know that I do, Dan! You’ve known it for years!!” I said and gave him a weird look. It was silence for a moment. “Stay away from him, Al!” He suddenly said. He was serious. “What!?” I asked him, he’d got to be kidding! “You heard me, Stay AWAY!!!”
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Post by Julie:) on Oct 30, 2006 18:28:16 GMT 1
10. “What do you mean, stay away from him?” I yelled at Danny. “Why can’t you just listen when I say something, huh? Just for once!!??” Danny got up from his chair and bent over the kitchen table, and shouted right to my face. “You NEVER listen to me!! Whatever I say… You just don’t care!! WHY??” He was still shouting. I felt tears build up in my eyes, begging to come out. But I didn’t wanna cry. No, I couldn’t! Danny would just laugh. I felt one tear stream down my face. Oh No! Dannys very angry face soon became less angry, he just looked guilty. I ran up to my room and jumped on my bed and started to cry hysterically. ‘How could he do this to me?’ I thought. ‘He knew I liked Harry! Why? Why? WHY?’ I cried even more. But there were just sobs; I didn’t use my voice, if you know what I mean. Suddenly my phone started ringing. Oh Fcuk , it was Harry. I decided to calm down, and then pressed ‘YES’ on the phone. “Hello?” “Heya Al, it’s me, Harreh!” His friendly voice said. Aww… bless him! ‘Harreh’ hehe! “Hey, Harry, how are you?” I asked and then I sniffed. I didn’t mean to do it, it just…sort of came. “Good, thanks! Have you been crying?” He asked worried. Oh darn, I shouldn’t have sniffed! “Uhm… No… why?” I lied; I wouldn’t share this problem with him. “I just heard you sniffed and… never mind, hun!” He said then there was an awkward silence. Suddenly I heard a knock on my door. “Alexandra, can I come in?” I heard Danny say. “Harry, hang on…” I whispered and put the phone down. “No, not now Danny, just go!” I told him. “O…K…” I heard him say and then walked away. He sounded kind of hurt. “Are you still here?” I put the phone back to my ear and asked Harry. “Yeh, sure!” I heard him say cheerfully. “Great!” I said and smiled to myself. “Soo…I was just wondering if you wanted to go out tonight?” Harry asked, he sounded confused. “Yes, tonight is a great time!” I said. ‘Yes, finally!!’ I thought. “Ok great, so, I’ll pick you up at,,, 7, ok?” He asked, now he sounded excited. “Yeah!” I was starting to get excited too! Then we began to laugh, and talked some more minutes, and then we hung up. Again, I heard a knock on my door…
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Post by Cydonia on Oct 30, 2006 18:42:11 GMT 1
Meeer ;D
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Post by Julie:) on Oct 30, 2006 18:48:58 GMT 1
11.
I decided to open the door this time. My eyes were red from crying, but I didn’t care. “What?” I asked Danny. I could tell he’d been crying as well. “Alex, I don’t want you to get hurt!” He began to cry and pulled me into a hug. I just stood there speechless. “Danny, what is it?” I asked. He sobbed, but he tried to calm down. “You’ve been through so much lately… I don’t want you to get hurt again!” I wiped his tears and looked at him. “Why are you saying this?” I whispered in his ear. “Harry…” He started. “Why don’t you want me to be with him?” I looked at him seriously. “Because…” He began and wiped his tears. “Because… what?” I asked him. He looked down, but I put my finger under his chin and lifted it up. “Danny, please tell me!” I whispered once again. “Because, cause… Harry’s been with so many girls and he has always dumped them… one by one! All of them felt so used and dirty and I don’t want that to happen to you!!” Danny said and breathed out. He wiped his tears again. “Aww… Danny… I know you’re worried about me, and that’s good…!” I said as he smiled. “…but, however, I really like Harry! And I think he likes me too! So please, Danny?” I gave him puppy dog eyes. There was an awkward silence. Danny looked right into my eyes. Tears streamed down his face. I wiped them. “Ok…” Danny said. “I’ll let you be with him… but not because I want you to be, but because I love you, and I want you to be happy…!” He said and smiled. I couldn’t believe what I’d just heard. “Ok, hun?” He asked, he had calmed down now, he didn’t cry anymore. “I love you!!” I said and gave him a big hug. He was the best brother ever! Without him there, I think I’d be dead by now.
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Post by Julie:) on Oct 30, 2006 18:49:26 GMT 1
12.
The clock was 6.45 pm and I was everything but ready. Oh my god, I’ll never get ready what am I gonna do?? I decided to calm down. I stood in front of the mirror and put on some make-up. I wanted to look natural, so I didn’t put on too much. Just some mascara, bit of eyeliner, light eye shadow, and foundation, but not too much. I wore a pink, little dress, which was quite tight to my body and heels. My hair was quite wavy but I just straitened my fringe, and then everything was perfect. “Ready for your big night?” Danny said as he leaned to the doorframe in my room. “Not quite…” I said and just put on some lip gloss. “There…now I’m ready!” I winked at Danny. He just stared at me with his big, blue eyes. “Eww, Danny…” I giggled, he shouldn’t spend so much time home, but I understood that it was hard. “You look amazing, Al!” Danny burst out and gave me a sweet smile. “Thank you, so do you!” I winked at him. He laughed. “I really should be going out and get myself a nice, wet pussy…!” Danny suddenly announced. I gave him a weird look. “Well…thanks for letting me know….” I said. He smiled. He was really weird sometimes, and I don’t wanna know what was in his mind at that moment. Suddenly the doorbell went. “I’ll get it!” Danny screamed. “It’s probably Harry…” I mumbled as I checked one final time in the mirror and made my way downstairs. I heard them laugh while I walked down the stairs. It was good to hear Danny happy again, Harry always made him laugh. Bless! “Whassup?” I said in a real gangster voice as I got down. Harry’s face dropped. He wore a ‘worn out’ jeans, but it was supposed to be like that (it was cool), and a ‘famous stars and straps’ t-shirt with a jacket. He had done his hair spiky and he smelled really good. A huge grin appeared on Danny’s face as he gave me a wink. I went over to Harry and closed his mouth. “See ya, bro!” I shouted and then I closed the front door and took hold of Harry’s hand. “Hey stranger…” I smiled at him. He just kept staring. “What? Is there something wrong with my hair or something?” I asked worried as he just kept looking “No…” ok, finally he was talking. He coughed, and straightened up in his attitude. “NO, everything is fine, you just…you look stunning!” He suddenly said. “Why, thank you…” I smiled. “You don’t look too bad yourself!” I grinned. “Thanks, but you…” “Ok, don’t make me more embarrassed than I already am” I cut him of giggling. “ok, sorry,” he laughed. “So, what are we gonna do tonight then?” I asked Harry, still holding his hand. “Hmm… I don’t know… But there is a Fall Out Boy gig if you wanna go and check it out?” He asked me hopefully. I loved Fall Out Boy! And especially Pete Wentz, the bass player, but I think I’ll keep that to myself. “Really? That’s so cool! I love them!” I grinned at him. “That’s a deal then?” He asked me. “Aye, Judd…a deal!” I laughed. He laughed too.
The gig was finished, and it was soo good! I had had a really great time. We walked hand in hand. Suddenly my phone started ringing. “Danny…” I sighed. “Hello?” “Hey Alexy, how are you two lovebirds?” He asked really happy. “We’re fine thanks…just been to Fall Out Boy’s gig!” “Oh really!? Sounds fun!” He said happily. “It was… why are you calling me, Danny?” I asked as I heard some moaning in the background. “Uhm… I just wanted to tell you that I won’t be home tonight. I met this girl and well, one thing lead to another and..” “I get it…” I answered quickly. “Have a good night!” I said. “Oh yes, thank you I will, and you two too…” Danny giggled. “Yeah…bye…” “Bye, hun, love you!” Danny replied and hung up.
“Danny has found himself a girl!” I told Harry smiling. “Oh…good for him…” He grinned back and flung his arm around me and started walking again. I nodded. “Do you wanna come over at my place?” Harry suddenly asked after a while. I looked at him. “Oh, I forgot my brother’s home…dammit…” He said sadly. “Oh, but that’s ok… I have the house all by myself!” I said and winked at him. “Really?” He said excitedly. “Really!” I nodded grinning. “Alexandra, I…” Harry paused and just looked intensely into my eyes. Suddenly he planted his soft lip on mine and began to kiss me softly. I felt shivers down my spine. I kissed him back this time. Suddenly I felt his tongue was begging to enter my mouth. I decided to tease him a little, so I held my mouth closed, and started to bite his underlip. Harry let out small moans every now and then, which only I could hear. Finally I allowed his tongue inside my mouth. At first it brushed my lip gently, but after a while it started to explorer around in my mouth. I have to tell you, it felt so good! As the kiss became more passionate, I felt something hard touching my leg slightly. Harry soon pulled away and blushed with embarrassment. “It’s ok…” I smiled. “I liked it too!” “Really?” He whispered. “Yeah…” “Are you sure, cause just tell me if…” He said worried, but I cut him off. “No, really, I like it…but maybe we should continue in my bedroom?” I asked and bit my lip, unsure on what his answer would be. “Hell yeah!” He said and lifted me up and started to run all the way to my house with me in his arms. Boy, this was gonna be one hell of a night!
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Post by Julie:) on Oct 30, 2006 18:51:00 GMT 1
This chapter er for Thea because i bum her, obv
VAR HER JEG SLAPP FORRIGE GANG. og nå har æ mer jah.
13.
We made our way into my house and then up to my room. All of this seemed like a dream. I had been dreaming of this for years and now I was actually kissing him, and he was kissing me back…unbelievable! Suddenly I felt Harry zip down my dress, while he was still kissing me. His tongue gently touched mine and they were dancing together around in our mouths. He was such a good kisser! This was the best feeling I had felt in a long time! “Ah, Al…” Harry moaned into our kiss. That made me smile, and a smile led to a giggle, so I was practically giggling while we were still kissing. Harry felt his way up and down my back. I didn’t know where this was going to end. Were we gonna do it? You know…it? I had never done that before…I was still a virgin…16 year old virgin. Did he know that? I hope Danny hadn’t told him. Or did Danny actually know? No, he didn’t…so Harry didn’t know if I was a virgin or not…god! He took my dress off and I was just in my underwear. Now it was my turn… Slowly, but sure, I took off his t-shirt and saw his beautiful, tanned, six pack. I ran my fingers over it and let out a giggle. Harry undid his belt and was about to take his trouser off, but I bent down, after given him a gentle kiss on the lips, and undid it for him and took his trouser off quickly. As soon as his jeans were off, I was met by something straight, hard, and wet, it just stood out from his boxer and it had all its attention to me. “Horny, baby?” I whispered in Harry’s ear. He shivered as I did so, and I tried really hard to keep a straight face. I really enjoyed teasing him. He suddenly started to kiss my neck gently. He undid my bra as he did so, and kissed down my neck until he reached my breasts. “Harry?” I suddenly said and he looked up from where he was. “Yeah...?” he whispered as he licked around his lips. I just looked down, I couldn’t say anything…I tried, but my mouth wouldn’t let the words out. “What’s wrong?” Harry asked worriedly as he gave me a hug. “I’ve never done it before…” I whispered. Harry raised his eyebrows. “What did you say, hun?” Harry asked once more. God, this was killing me… “I said that I’ve never done it before!” I said a little louder as I looked down. Harry looked at me…I felt his eyes burning. Suddenly he lifted up my chin and looked me deeply in the eyes. “What’s wrong with that?” He whispered. I shook my head. “I don’t know…” I whispered back. “I just think it’s really embarrassing and maybe you’ll hate me for it…” I mumbled as I bit my lip. “What?” Harry raised his voice. “Alex, that’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard! I was also 16 the first time I did it, you have nothing to be ashamed of!” Harry said as he hugged me tight. “Thank you…” I smiled slightly. “Now, do you wanna continue, or you wanna do something else?” He asked calmly. “Continue… I want you to be the first, Harry!” I said as I looked him in the eyes. “Really? I feel honoured…” Harry said and laughed. I laughed too. “Thank you…” He whispered as he planted his lips on mine, and gave me a soft kiss. “You’re welcome…” I managed to say into the kiss.
We were both naked, and we were now in my bed. “Are you ready?” Harry asked quietly. I nodded. “Al, I’m not gonna lie to you…but this may hurt a bit in the start…” Harry said and bit his lip. You have no idea how embarrassed I felt at that moment… I think I’ve never been more embarrassed in my entire life! “It’s ok…” I whispered nervously. “Remember, just tell me to stop if it hurts, ok?” Harry asked. God, I felt myself blushing. “Yeah…” I mumbled. He was really nice, though…he didn’t rush anything, and that I was grateful for. I suddenly felt his big weapon enter me… it hurt a lot! I bit my teeth together as a tear rolled down my cheek. “Are you ok? I can stop…” Harry said worriedly as he got out of me and wiped away my tear. Great! Now, I had spoilt it all! “NO, it’s ok… Just continue… I wanna do it!” I smiled as I took hold of his hand. He gave me a quick nod, and continued his business. After a while it felt great…I felt no pain at all! I was so glad that I was doing it with him! After some time…a very good and pleasuring time, actually, Harry got out of me and gave me one final kiss on the lips, and lay down beside me. He tried to catch his breath, so did I. “How was it?” Harry asked nervously. “Good!” I whispered. “Very good!” “Aw, I’m glad to hear that… I enjoyed it too…I’m actually knackered now…” Harry smiled slightly. I gave him a huge grin back. “It’s so good your mom’s not home!” Harry laughed. I froze. Harry saw my look and soon regretted what he’d just said. “Oh my god, I’m so sorry! I forgot…” He said as tears welled up in his eyes. I felt a big lump in my throat. Suddenly all those memories came back to my head…the day she had died, her funeral…everything. “I’m so sorry, Al…Please forgive!” He was now crying. I understood he didn’t mean it…but I just couldn’t take it. I got out of my bed and rushed into the bathroom… crying. “Alex, please! Open the door, I’m so sorry! Forgive me, baby!” Harry pleaded and begged outside the door… what was I supposed to do now?
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Post by Cydonia on Oct 30, 2006 18:58:09 GMT 1
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Post by Julie:) on Oct 30, 2006 21:23:48 GMT 1
14.
I sat on the bathroom floor. My head buried in my arms. God, this was pathetic. I mean… we all make mistakes, don’t we? But why did I take it so hard then? “Al…please. I am so sorry…” I heard Harry say from outside. I tried to say something but all that came out were sobs. Suddenly I heard him walk away from the door. I crinched myself. I had to pull myself together. I stood up and opened the door. “Harry?” I whispered slightly. No answer. I found him lying on my bed facing the pillow. I walked over to him and sat down next to him. “I’m sorry.” I whispered. Suddenly he turned around to look at me. “No… I’m sorry. Will you ever forgive me?” He asked, his eyes blinking. “You’re already forgiven, my dear.” I said while giving him a weak smile. He smiled weakly back. “Thank you so much! I really, really like you.” He said and looked at me in the eyes. “…I hope you know that, cause I…” Just out of the blue I had lent in and started kissing him. I pressed my lips carefully against his soft and filly lips. He kissed back. Suddenly I felt his tongue entered my mouth carefully and it started to explorer around. I pulled away after a few minutes and smiled. Harry just looked at me and suddenly a cute ‘harry-smile’ appeared on his face. “You’re such a sweetie!” I giggled as I poked his nose. He laughed slightly. “Hehe, thank youuu!” he grinned and kissed me once more, but we were cut off by my phone ringing. “You should get it!” Harry told me since I gave him a strange look. I gave him a nod and went for it. “Yeah, helo.” I said. “Oh so you’re home then…” It was my dear brother, Danny, again. “Yes I am, what can I do for you then, mr. Jones?” I asked while giggling. Suddenly I felt all happy and free. “I just wanted to check whether you were home or not.” He answered while sighing. “Well, I am and Harry is with me for your information.” I told him while smiling at Harry who was tickling me carefully on my belly. “Ooh, I see then. Hope you’re having a good time then…” Danny said. It didn’t seem like he wanted to hang up. “Oh believe me, I am!” I laughed. “What are you up to then?” I asked and gave Harry a light kiss. “I’m… I am… not doing anything really. Just chilling y’know.” He mumbled. “Danny, where are you?” I suddenly asked him. He didn’t sound like he was ok. “I am not too far away from home actually.” He answered me quite confused. I sat up in the bed and got a worried look on my face, which Harry noticed, obviously. He took my hand and began stroking it. “Where’s that girl you met then?” I asked Danny. “Oh her? She left right after I paid her…” He replied sounding tired. “Oh god!” I let out. Harry gave me a worried look. “You should come home then, Dan, ok? We’re here waiting for you…” I explained and Danny agreed. I got up right after I’d said good bye. “What was that?” Harry asked worriedly. I sighed deeply. “Danny’s rent himself a hooker and now she’s left and he doesn’t know what to do. God, I feel so sorry for him. He needs help! Seriously!”
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Post by Julie:) on Oct 30, 2006 21:24:16 GMT 1
15.
The doorbell went and I hurried down to open it. “Hey, are you,,,” I was cut off by Danny collapsing into my arms. His shirt was still unbuttoned, so you could like see what he’d been doing, and his ¾ length shorts were all curly and unzipped. His hair all messy and yeah…you can imagine. “Oh my god!” I screamed. Suddenly he started these hysterical cries. “Danny, what’s wrong??” I almost screamed. I was in a shock, I guess. He just kept crying. “Danny!!??” I shouted, but he wouldn’t answer. Suddenly I heard Harry was on his way downstairs. “Omg, what happened?” He asked confused. I just shrugged and gave him a strange look. “Harry, you need to help me. I have no idea what’s happening to him…” I didn’t know what I was saying. My mouth just rambled. Danny began to shiver hysterically and he started gasping my name. I froze. What was happening? Harry made me let go of Danny and sort of carried him over to the sofa. “No, no no no NOOO!” Danny shouted. “A..l…e…xy..Ale..x…” “Danny!” Harry called out loud right infront of his face. No response. He tried once more but Danny was still in his own world. “FOR FUKS SAKE DANNY!!!!!” I suddenly screamed right up to his face. I felt like I had no control. Danny stopped. He just glared at me with dead read eyes and his face gave me a sign of hurt. “I’m sorry…” I whispered. “…I’m so sorry.” I said and left the room. I ran upstairs to my room and locked the door. Suddenly all these memories about mum and dad came into my mind. I hadn’t got a clue on what was happening to me. I felt this anger build up inside me. I was so angry for no reason. Why couldn’t mum just come back? Why couldn’t everything be like it used to be? What was wrong with Danny? I had all these questions which I had no answer to. I started to get uncontrollable screams. I didn’t scream one particular thing I just cried out loud. The anger was now on its top and I started to throw things around me. All the pictures with frames crashed into the floor and broke. I threw all my make-up into the wall, my perfumes and everything. “I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS! I HATE MY LIFE!!!” I screamed as I walked around with anger inside me. I felt crazy but I didn’t care. Suddenly I heard banging on my door. “AL, OPEN THE DOOR!!” It was Harry, He sounded well mad. “NO!” I called through the door. “Alex, please! Just listen to me…” He pleaded. “WHY?!” I screamed. Suddenly my door crashed to the floor and in came Danny. I shut up and just stared at him. He stood in the doorway and stared back. I struggled not to cry. “Come here…” Danny suddenly spoke and opened his arms for me to come and accept. I couldn’t take it anymore. I ran into his arms and broke down.
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Post by line on Oct 30, 2006 21:30:12 GMT 1
me like this:)
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Post by Cydonia on Oct 30, 2006 21:43:58 GMT 1
This chapter er for Thea because i bum her, obv
VAR HER JEG SLAPP FORRIGE GANG. og nå har æ mer jah.
13.
We made our way into my house and then up to my room. All of this seemed like a dream. I had been dreaming of this for years and now I was actually kissing him, and he was kissing me back…unbelievable! Suddenly I felt Harry zip down my dress, while he was still kissing me. His tongue gently touched mine and they were dancing together around in our mouths. He was such a good kisser! This was the best feeling I had felt in a long time! “Ah, Al…” Harry moaned into our kiss. That made me smile, and a smile led to a giggle, so I was practically giggling while we were still kissing. Harry felt his way up and down my back. I didn’t know where this was going to end. Were we gonna do it? You know…it? I had never done that before…I was still a virgin…16 year old virgin. Did he know that? I hope Danny hadn’t told him. Or did Danny actually know? No, he didn’t…so Harry didn’t know if I was a virgin or not…god! He took my dress off and I was just in my underwear. Now it was my turn… Slowly, but sure, I took off his t-shirt and saw his beautiful, tanned, six pack. I ran my fingers over it and let out a giggle. Harry undid his belt and was about to take his trouser off, but I bent down, after given him a gentle kiss on the lips, and undid it for him and took his trouser off quickly. As soon as his jeans were off, I was met by something straight, hard, and wet, it just stood out from his boxer and it had all its attention to me. “Horny, baby?” I whispered in Harry’s ear. He shivered as I did so, and I tried really hard to keep a straight face. I really enjoyed teasing him. He suddenly started to kiss my neck gently. He undid my bra as he did so, and kissed down my neck until he reached my breasts. “Harry?” I suddenly said and he looked up from where he was. “Yeah...?” he whispered as he licked around his lips. I just looked down, I couldn’t say anything…I tried, but my mouth wouldn’t let the words out. “What’s wrong?” Harry asked worriedly as he gave me a hug. “I’ve never done it before…” I whispered. Harry raised his eyebrows. “What did you say, hun?” Harry asked once more. God, this was killing me… “I said that I’ve never done it before!” I said a little louder as I looked down. Harry looked at me…I felt his eyes burning. Suddenly he lifted up my chin and looked me deeply in the eyes. “What’s wrong with that?” He whispered. I shook my head. “I don’t know…” I whispered back. “I just think it’s really embarrassing and maybe you’ll hate me for it…” I mumbled as I bit my lip. “What?” Harry raised his voice. “Alex, that’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard! I was also 16 the first time I did it, you have nothing to be ashamed of!” Harry said as he hugged me tight. “Thank you…” I smiled slightly. “Now, do you wanna continue, or you wanna do something else?” He asked calmly. “Continue… I want you to be the first, Harry!” I said as I looked him in the eyes. “Really? I feel honoured…” Harry said and laughed. I laughed too. “Thank you…” He whispered as he planted his lips on mine, and gave me a soft kiss. “You’re welcome…” I managed to say into the kiss.
We were both naked, and we were now in my bed. “Are you ready?” Harry asked quietly. I nodded. “Al, I’m not gonna lie to you…but this may hurt a bit in the start…” Harry said and bit his lip. You have no idea how embarrassed I felt at that moment… I think I’ve never been more embarrassed in my entire life! “It’s ok…” I whispered nervously. “Remember, just tell me to stop if it hurts, ok?” Harry asked. God, I felt myself blushing. “Yeah…” I mumbled. He was really nice, though…he didn’t rush anything, and that I was grateful for. I suddenly felt his big weapon enter me… it hurt a lot! I bit my teeth together as a tear rolled down my cheek. “Are you ok? I can stop…” Harry said worriedly as he got out of me and wiped away my tear. Great! Now, I had spoilt it all! “NO, it’s ok… Just continue… I wanna do it!” I smiled as I took hold of his hand. He gave me a quick nod, and continued his business. After a while it felt great…I felt no pain at all! I was so glad that I was doing it with him! After some time…a very good and pleasuring time, actually, Harry got out of me and gave me one final kiss on the lips, and lay down beside me. He tried to catch his breath, so did I. “How was it?” Harry asked nervously. “Good!” I whispered. “Very good!” “Aw, I’m glad to hear that… I enjoyed it too…I’m actually knackered now…” Harry smiled slightly. I gave him a huge grin back. “It’s so good your mom’s not home!” Harry laughed. I froze. Harry saw my look and soon regretted what he’d just said. “Oh my god, I’m so sorry! I forgot…” He said as tears welled up in his eyes. I felt a big lump in my throat. Suddenly all those memories came back to my head…the day she had died, her funeral…everything. “I’m so sorry, Al…Please forgive!” He was now crying. I understood he didn’t mean it…but I just couldn’t take it. I got out of my bed and rushed into the bathroom… crying. “Alex, please! Open the door, I’m so sorry! Forgive me, baby!” Harry pleaded and begged outside the door… what was I supposed to do now?
I well bum you too ;D elsker det julie ;D
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Post by Kristin( : on Oct 30, 2006 23:02:33 GMT 1
åååå Mere?=)
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Post by Julie:) on Oct 31, 2006 18:55:01 GMT 1
tenkjuuu. 16.
“I know! Do you remember that time when we were ice-skating and I fell through the ice?” Danny giggled. “OMG! I laughed so much! Mum was soo scared!” I laughed as I wiped my tears. Harry squeezed my other hand while smiling. “I know and I was so pissed off cause you laughed. I could’ve died, you know!” Danny said while laughing his but off. I laughed so hard. We had calmed down now, all three of us. We sat infront of the fireplace and drank a cup of cocoa. We had been talking about all the good memories we had with mum. “Well, I’m glad you didn’t…” I said while recovering from my fits of giggles. “Me too…” Harry giggled. I looked at him and laughed. “Me three!” Danny said out loud and everyone started to laugh again. I loved these moments. Everyone was happy. The only thing I missed at that time was mum. She loved talking about the good old times, you know. I kept that to myself, though, because I didn’t wanna spoil this moment. “I remember the first time I met you two. That was hilarious!” Harry laughed. “Oh Gooood…” I held my stomach while giggling. Danny wiped another happy-tear. Harry ran his hand through his hair giggling before retelling the story for the thousand time in his life. “I was just walking past two normal people who looked like tourists…” Harry paused before he laughed out loud. “And we were tourists as well, at that time!” Danny giggled. That was right. You see, we’d moved down from Bolton to London and the first time we were in London we took pictures in front of everything. I laughed as well. “…and than I saw this girl, you obviously” Harry said while looking at me smiling, I smiled back. “…I saw this girl taking a picture of a boy and their mum, well I thought anyway and I was right.” Harry laughed to himself. I just rolled my eyes while grinning and Danny couldn’t stop laughing. “And suddenly the boy and the mum fell in the water!” Harry screamed while having a fits of giggles. Danny cried happy tears and I giggled. “I think the water is in love with me. I always fell into it!” Danny laughed one of his famous Danny-laughs. I gave Harry a weird look and started to laugh as well. “I remember mum tried to hold us back, but it was too late and we both fell!” Danny said. “I can’t believe someone can be so stupid!” Harry said with a huge grin. “I mean… I would’ve noticed if the water was right behind me…” “Yeah but you don’t know why we fell into it, do you?” Danny asked Harry while raising his eyebrows. I laughed so hard. Harry shook his head. “Well, Alexy here, was telling us to walk backwards cause she said she couldn’t fit both of us, mum and I, in the picture. Cause we were stood outside the London Eye and with the Thames right behind us, and mum wanted a pic with us and the view behind. So Al kept saying: Keep going, keep going…and before we knew it, both mum and I were gasping in the water.” Danny said and gave me a bitchy look, but burst out laughing right after. I couldn’t control myself, I just laughed and laughed and laughed. “What? You did it on purpose?” Harry asked me and I just nodded my head while gasping for air. A huge smirk appeared on Harry’s face. “You naughty girl!” He laughed. “You don’t know the story behind, though…” I said while putting my hair in a thigh. “Oh God!” Danny said while covering his mouth trying not to laugh. “Well, Danny was going to take a picture of me with Big Ben right behind me, right!?” I paused and looked at Harry who just nodded his head. I continued. “What I didn’t notice, which was obvious to Danny, was that some feet away these boys had this major water fight.” I paused cause Danny was laughing so hard like you wouldn’t believe. “And then I told Al: Just move a bit to the left, and she did and got a bucket with water all over her!” Danny finished for me and laughed out loud. I just looked at him like he was crazy. “And that’s why I made him fall into the Thames. Unfortunately mum also fell into it, but I didn’t care actually cause she laughed when I got the bucket of water over me!” I explained. “Your mum was soo pissed off when she got out of the water!” Harry said smiling. “I tried so hard not to laugh cause it looked…hilarious!” He giggled. “I don’t doubt it, I couldn’t stop laughing, cause it looked so stupid!” I smirked. “You know…” Harry paused and squeezed my hand. “…since that day, I’ve been in love with you!” He said and looked intensely at me. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. Silence filled the room. I stared back at him into his gorgeous blue eyes. Danny glared at both of us. “Really?” I asked and noticed I was smiling. Harry nodded grinningly. “Aww….” I said before I gave him a long and watery kiss. “OK, big brother is in the room!” Danny interrupted us and laughed slightly. “Sorry,” I said and wiped my lips and gave Harry one final peck. Danny gave a supporting smile. I was definitely in love.
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Post by Julie:) on Oct 31, 2006 18:55:23 GMT 1
17.
I was so glad Danny had finally accepted Harry. He finally realized that we were perfect for each other. I was now struggling to find Danny a girl, but he didn’t wanna have a relationship. He said that he was ok with porn. He even asked if he could watch Harry and me as free porn but I told him NO. I mean come on… he’s my brother, and besides I wouldn’t let anyone watch me and my boyfriend having…fun. The days went by. Days became weeks, weeks became months and even months became years. Well, five years exactly. I was still living in the house that we first moved into when we got to London with my mum. It was still me and Danny, only now, Harry had also moved in. A lot had happened the past five years. I was working as a primary school teacher and Harry and Danny were now working really hard with their band McFly. They had now become famous in UK. They had actually been around for about four years. It went really well for them. I had to take some time off from work to be home with my 2 year old son, Nicholas, or Nick if you like. Harry and I got him at a very young age, but we had managed to cope with it and I was happy as ever. Danny was the proudest uncle alive and he enjoyed his life as single. I wouldn’t force him to go out with any girls, I gave up years ago and it’s his life anyway. I’d become really close to Danny’s two other bandmates, Dougie and Tom. They were like family now. So Nick had three uncles, Danny was the closest one of course. I loved my life at the moment. I still missed my mum. I felt like something was missing, but I tried my hardest not to think of it, which was very hard. I often cried myself to sleep, silent enough so Harry wouldn’t notice. Three years ago I had a huge breakdown. I had to spend a month in hospital and that was scary. I thought my life was over. Luckily I made through it, but I would never have done it without Danny. He’s my best friend, he’s always been. I can count on him in everything. Harry’s one of the closest too, of course, but me and Danny had this very special relationship. I loved him. He was amazing! And Harry, what can I say about Harry…he was just Harry. The best boyfriend you could ever get. Adorable. He supported me in everything I did, he was always there for me. Of course we had our moments, we did fight like any other couple but we always ended up being best friends, if you get me. If I was tired one day when I got home from work, he’d take Nick out for a walk in Hyde Park or something to make me rest. I did the same if he was tired of his work. It was a lot we had to cope with now, really. Them being famous, fans following us everywhere we went. It was quite exhausting but I was kind of used to it now, actually. Luckily not many of the fans knew where we lived, and that was very relaxing, knowing that you wouldn’t get bombarded with people asking for either Harry or Danny if you were just going out to get the mail. “Mummy!?” Nick shouted from downstairs. I smiled to myself. He had just taught himself how to say Mummy and Daddy. I was so happy. “Yeah, sweetie?” I said while walking down the stairs. He was sat on Danny’s lap while Danny played some tunes on his guitar. He was teaching Nick some chords, which I don’t think Nick paid much attention to by the way, but anyway, Danny suddenly started to jam a bit to a song. I recognized it. Nick started to make some weird noises and began to sing along. Danny looked at me while he played and began to sing as well. “My Angel…” I gave him a shocking look. That was Mum’s song. It was that song he had sung to her in her funeral and he had taught Nick the melody. “Why…?” I simply whispered at Danny. “You’ll see,” he whispered back. “Mummy?” Nick asked suddenly. I just gave him a smile. “Yes, Nick?” “Go ahead” I heard Danny whispered in Nick’s ear. “Yuu lok lik granma!!” Nick laughed proudly. I gasped. I looked at Danny, he just gave me a comforting smile while he nodded. “Al, you look exactly like her when she had me, have you seen the pic?” Danny asked me. I shook my head, still shocked by what my two year old son had just said. “Look for yourself, then…” Danny handed me an old picture of our mum when she was the same age as me at the time. She had Danny when she was 19, like me with Nick. “Oh my…” I whispered to myself. I knew I’d always looked like my mum, but I had never seen this picture in my entire life. I had the same hair as she had, the same face, the same figure and everything. We could’ve been twins. This really brought back some memories. I guess Danny was afraid I had forgotten all about her, but that was bull! I thought about her every day. Even more each day that went by. I missed her so much. Suddenly Harry walked in the door with a bunch of flowers. “Flowers for the beautiful lady!” He said with a huge grin and walked over to me. “Aw, thank you, handsome! I really needed those!” I said with a smile and gave him a long passionate kiss which he gladly returned. “Eww…” I suddenly heard from Nick. I pulled away from the amazing kiss and laughed. His uncle had sure taught him a lot!
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Post by Kristin( : on Oct 31, 2006 20:27:39 GMT 1
nååååå Little nick!!!!
<3 more?=)
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