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Post by mattass on Sept 22, 2007 12:25:28 GMT 1
- October Fall -
"We`re back with the new single from Mcfly, the hits just crawling into the lists these days from them. NOW for the first time ever their new single played here for you fans out there .... The Heart never lies, ENJOY!"
I crawled down on the floor hugging her, singing lightly to the song playing on the radio. Slowly she stopped crying and drifted off to sleep. "Thats your daddy singing honey.... thats your daddy" I whispered into her ear as her chest slowly rose and fell to the rhythem of mine. It had been 1 year now a year since I left him not knowing I was carrying a little baby in me. He knew nothing of the little girl I had given birth to a couple of months ago. He knew nothing of the fatherhood I wanted him to be in. But I didnt have the damn guts to tell him or show him little Jamie Hudgens at all, and here I sat in a small but big enough apartement in the center of london all alone with her.
And some people fight And some people fall Others pretend they cant at all If you wanna fight I'll stand right beside you The day that you fall I'll be right behind you To pick up the pieces If you don't believe me Then just look into my eyes Cause the heart never lies
The next morning I woke up on the floor to little Jamie crying in her bed, I went up to her and picked her up. "Sssssh Honey... sssssh" I said and rocked her back and forth. "I wish I had him here" I said to myself and turned the tv on. Hitting the buttons turning the music channel on I saw a climps of him from Babys coming back video. I smiled slightly and looked down at Jamie trying to focus on the video. "Theres your daddy" I said.
"Liberty, I told Peter that you would come in in about an hour and that you would finish the report" I looked up and saw Trisha standing in the door way smiling. "Oh can you watch after her for a few hours then?" I asked and got up. "Sure thats why I came here anyway" She said taking the baby so I could go get ready for work. Trisha was my saviour, she was my bestfriend from the early days of Manchester, she was married to this rich ass dude that had gotten rich on stocks and invesments a few years back. They had payed for the apartment I had, gotten the job for me and looked after my little girl. I owed them so much. "So when can I start paying you guys back for what you have done for me?" I asked as I peeked my head out of the bathroom door. "Like never.... Its enough that you have me babysit this little miracle, but you can also hit the face off the bastard that let you down as well. You`ve never told me his name" Trisha said as she started to change the babys dirty nappies. I walked into the living room and looked at the tv, his face made me realise that I did love him, i just didnt wanna end up getting hurt again. "Who.. ? your not saying that its one of the mcflyers?" She asked. I nodded. "Oh my god" She stated looking shocked as heck. What was I supposed to do with it? Go up to him and yell? No! I had grown up more than he did, obviously.
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Post by IdaPida on Sept 23, 2007 22:58:18 GMT 1
når jeg så etternavnet tenkte jeg vanesse hehe.. intriguing:D vil ha mer jeg:D
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Post by mattass on Sept 23, 2007 23:03:37 GMT 1
Høhø xD her en bitte liten del te ;D
I went into the bathroom again and looked in the mirror, the feeling of his kisses against my neck was just a vagely memory in my mind as I thought back to the days with him. That night I took little Jamie out in her stroller. "Lets go for a little walk little love" I said putting her down in the stroller. She giggled. Outside I felt the rain stream all over my face. As I rounded the corner I saw someone shooting a music video. When I realized who it was I stood for a while watching them sing to The heart never lies. He looked my way for a second and gawked.
"CUT" Yelled the director. The way I knew I had spooked him was unbeliveable. He put his guitar down and walked over. "Liberty" He said and touched my shoulder. "Its been a while Danny" I said and looked into his eyes. "Yeah, whos this little girl?" He said sitting down to look at her. "ehm... Im not sure" I lied. "What?" He asked. "Its complicated..." "She`s not mine is she?" "Erh...." I mumbled looking at the rest of his band. "Is she?" "Yes" I said, I looked at him before I continued walking down the road with her.
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Post by IdaPida on Sept 23, 2007 23:07:11 GMT 1
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Post by mattass on Sept 27, 2007 22:43:56 GMT 1
When I got back that road about 30 minutes later I saw them still continuing their video, I smiled at Danny who then tripped over a wire, knocked his mic and tom along the way over. "CUT" yelled the director. "DANNY WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH YOU?" He yelled soon after looking well furious. "Im so-sorry.. I just got a little distracted.." He mumbled. "You pretzel, thats all you do with hot chicks around...." Said Tom whacking him over the head with his mic. I laughed at them and continued to walk, the thought of him finally making a total twat of himself cheered me up. Well enough home I put Jamie to sleep and went out in the living room to watch tv, thats how my days went. Hanging and playing with my baby girl, work and walk her at night before I spent the last few hours of my night watching or hanging on my laptop for a few minutes to a few hours.
BRING BRING!
- Liberty Hudgens speakin. - Hey. Silence. - Whos this? - Danny. - Where the hell did you get my number from? - I never deleted it. - So why the hell are you calling? - I`ve missed you. - Likewise but I did have the heart to leave you after you hurt me so fucking bad. - Im sorry about that, if theres anything I can do to make it up to you. - There is one thing. - What? - Dont ever fucking call me again. Jamie and I are doing fine on our own. Dont talk to me if you meet me, dont call me. Sod the heck off. We`re done! - Hangs up-
"GOD" I scream. "Whats going on?" Trisha asks as she walks into the living room with a big bag from McDonalds. "Danny Jones called me" I answered her and looked up, she almost dropped the bag. "Your fucking kidding... that little baby girl in the nursery... she`s ... she`s ....He is the.... you guys... Yo-you... you mean... You guys fucked and that is the result?"
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Post by mattass on Sept 29, 2007 21:17:53 GMT 1
I smiled and slightly laughed at that point. The reason I hadnt told her is because she would have hunted that man down and cut his privates off before I had the chance to blink. "Yes, me and him were dating, now we`re not, cuz the dude is a twat" I mumble as an answer. "Why?" She asked sitting down with her feet under her in the chair opposite me. I looked at the screen, the photo I had of him from when we dated was ... well it brought back a lot of memories from that time. "Its a long story" I mumbled. "I got all night" smiled Trisha. "Well it all started when I moved to Bolton as you know, to his street ....-" She didnt know everything and now she was about to see why I had fallen for him and then dropped his ass at my year 20 on earth.
- 2000 -
"Mom, I do not wanna move... I`ve got everything here, my friends, my boyfriend, this house" "Liberty, your 14 for the love of god, you have nothing until you live in a place for real the first time, we have spent 7 months here, its time to move on" Said mom and glared me. I sat up on a big box from the kitchen hands folded watching as she tried to pack up the tv without breaking it. "So fucking what... I wanna stay here.." "Who likes Manchester anyways?" She asked looking up. I glared at her wanting to yell. "I do, I do mum" I said biting my lip so hard I could almost feel the taste of blood.
2 days later I cried my eyes as I kissed my boyfriend and told him goodbye, It was all over between me and him. Trisha looked at me all teary. "Promise you`ll come visit me whenever you get the time?" I asked. "I promise"
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"Why didnt I meet him?" Asked Trisha breaking me out of the story. "Because I made sure you never did" "Your joking right?" "No, It was a reason for it.." "Whats that?" "I was in love with him right away"
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"So whats the deal with Bolton really? I mean... why couldnt we have moved to America or London or Leeds or Oslo, or Glasgow or Spain or France ... but out of all places you picked Bolton?" I asked looking through the car window as we drove through some streets on our way to the new house. "I got a highly payed job in this record company based there" Said mom. "Well then i can meet stars... sounds good to me" I said smiling. "No" Mumbled mom driving up to our house. "What?" I asked bring out of the cage our little dog who barked at a boy walking down the street. "Not yet at least" She said with a smile.
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Post by IdaPida on Sept 29, 2007 22:49:33 GMT 1
haha. d var morsomt.. then i can meet the stars - no- what? - not yet haha
han er en twat da, men dersom hun var 14 i 2000, betyr d at hun er 21 år nå.. d var jo d jeg sa til deg på msn.. haha
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Post by mattass on Sept 30, 2007 18:38:15 GMT 1
Walking into the new house I bit my lip, I wanted to find a lot of things I hated with the big place. I had no intention of living there. "MOM, WHERE CAN I SLEEP?" I yelled as I walked outside and stopped as I saw the boy who had walked down the street about 10 minutes ago. He stood there with a woman who looked very pretty. "Anywhere you`d like, take the big bedroom if you wanna.... this by the way honey is the Jones` they live 3 houses down from us" She explained. "Hi, Im Liberty" I said offering my hand to the boy. "Im Daniel Alan David Jones" He said shaking my hand. "You dont have to tell her your whole name honey" Said the mom. "Oh..." Mumbled Daniel and looked down at his feet, I smiled. He was kind of cute. The curls swaying in the wind lightly, his smile as he looked up, the freckles. I kind of wanted to kiss him ... just to feel how his lips felt like against mine. "Well we have to move some things inside now, the moving truck is set to arrive in 20 minutes" Said Mom and smiled. "Alright, we wont keep you busy" Said Daniels mom and grabbed a hold of her son. We walked inside and I set out on the mission of finding the big bedroom. If mom intended to torture me by living here she could at least give me the biggest place to sleep. Finding it I walked over to the window and looked out, I saw Daniel walking up the street with another boy, he looked up at that point and waved.
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"Are you still in love with him?" Trisha asked yet again breaking me out of the story. "Ehm..." I mumbled getting a tad red in the face. "Oh my god, you are?" "I saw him tonight, they were filming The heart never lie around the corner...And he called me you know" "You still love him, why did you leave him?" "He was cheating on me" "Your joking?" "I caught him in the act one night" She looked so shocked.
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Two weeks later I was all settled in in my new room. Daniel kind of got into the habit of throwing rocks on my window each night around 8 and climbed up the tree by my window to sit there for an hour talking with me. Mom never cared, she just liked the fact that I had someone there in my life right now.
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"Cant you just cut to the part where you found out he cheated on you?" She asked once again breaking me out of the story. "Fine, but thats how it started .... " "I know, I know.... so .... tell me how you got into a relationship with him and how you left him last year" "Well, around 17-18 when he started out in Mcfly, I told him I had liked him since I moved to his street, he kissed me that night and we ended up having sex. From that moment on, we were together, well he asked me that morning if I wanted to be his girlfriend" "Oh my god" She said with a smile, I guess the thought banging a superstar like him was so cool. "Anyways,... Mcfly kicked off by first song, I never saw so much of him, so last year, two and a half years together..." I said taking a deep breath. "YEAH?" She practically screamed. "Shhhh...- " "Well... We had moved down here to London, they were having a concert in Manchester and the day before I had decided I would fly in to suprise him, because I hadnt seen him for over 4 months, because of touring, promo gigs, recording and stuff... I got to their hotel around 10 pm that night after the concert and sat by his room door reading a magazine when he came up to the floor with this blonde bimbo, they were kissing and a lot of stuff when they got to my eye sight-" I stopped for a breath. "Your fucking kidding me?" "No, I got up when I saw him and ran, I ran ... well right into Toms arms pretty much" "You screwed him?" "Oh no, I crashed into him on the way out of the elevator downstairs. Told him what I had seen and I wouldnt be around anymore, thats why I was so god damn upset that night when I came to your door" "Oh my god" "Yeah, thats our story" "Im gonna punch his god damn fine arse in" "Dont do that, Im done with him" She smiled probably thinking of how to kick his butt in.
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Post by LilleMongolid on Oct 7, 2007 11:54:40 GMT 1
I can kick his butt too ;D
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Post by allaboutlouise on Jul 1, 2009 14:19:17 GMT 1
Du kan ikke stoppe der! Jeg vil vite hva som skjer videre !! ;D
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Post by mattass on Jul 5, 2009 21:18:52 GMT 1
Kan poste resten av ficcen om du vil =) Har bare posta de to siste åra på andre plassa.
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Post by LilleMongolid on Jul 7, 2009 15:47:42 GMT 1
Det synst eg du burde:)
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Post by allaboutlouise on Jul 24, 2009 10:55:24 GMT 1
Det syns jeg og !!
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