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Chapter 23
5th date
"DOUGIE" I yelled running out of my room. BAM! I fell to the ground once again, I looked at what i had hit, it turned out to be Tom.
"You gotta chill dude" He said helping me up.
"But.. Im gonna go out on a date with Karen in 2 hours .... "
"You might wanna put the date on hold.. You look like crap"
"Gee thanks"
"Well dude.. look into the mirror.. a bruise over you nose... a shiner from the thing last night with Dougie.. and you have a crack in your lip.."
"What dont you have make up for. or im just gonna go like this"
Karens p.o.v
Okay. Im at James` place,with James. And in 2 hours im gonna go out on a date with Danny Jones.
James turned around and looked at me, i had been rubbing his shoulders *melt*
"Are my shoulders that hairy?" he asked.
"What?" i asked snapping out of my thoughts.
"It looks like your about to have a heartattack"
"Oh no.. I was just thinking about the date.."
"Aw cool" He mumbled turning around. Just after that he moaned like i was shagging him.. I wouldnt mind doing that though. Without a warning for the moan i bursted into a hysterical laughter letting go of his shoulders he turned around once more looking at me. When i saw the look he sent me i landing on the floor hitting my fists on the floor laughing more harder. When i managed to stop laughing i sat down and looked t James, he sent me funny look before he leaned back and turned the telly on.
"I better get ready" I mumbled getting up.
"Its what like.. still 2 hours left" He said looking at me in shock.
"James... Look at me.." I said standing up looking at him, he looked at me and mumbled:
"Yeah?"
"Im a girl..." I answered and walked upstairs to the room he had told me to stay in, i had flown to London 2 days ago and stayed at his since then. 2 hours later James called out to say he was gonna open the door. 10 minutes later James yelled to say i had to get my butt down. Walking down to them, they both looked up and gawked. Dont ask why, cuz i dont know.
"What? Do i look awful?" i asked getting nervous.
"Noo... You look.... So damn beautiful" mumbled James eyeing me up and down.
Danny dragged me out the door a few seconds later, it wasnt until i sat in his car with him that i noticed how he looked. I was to be honest suprised.
"What happend to you?" i asked.
"Oh.. When i get nervous ... I tend to trip a bit.. and the shiner... I kinda egged Dougie onto me, he punched me cuz i said he looked like a chick..."
"Ow.. Even i know that to say he looks like a chick is something you shouldnt EVER say" I said patting his shoulders, he leaned in and kissed me.
"So, where we gonna go?" I asked as he started the car.
"Well.. Ive got it planned"
I smiled and leaned back, this was gonna be interesting. He pulled into a parking lot and we went to stand in line for a concert it turned out, I tripped up and down on my toes shivering. He noticed it and pulled me infront of him. He pulled his jacket around me and his arms. Girls noticed and sent me nasty glares. Danny didnt seem to notice it. The line moved a bit and we moved closer to the entrence. I could feel Dannys heart beat fast, wondering if it was because i stood right infront of him, well in his grip, he leaned down and kissed my neck. I knew i shouldnt like it or feel anything for him right now because it was only just a few months since Cory, his girlfriend had left him because of her loss in the fight to survive cancer. But Daniel was just so cute, he was kind, funny, sexy, loving and ... he just had everything. Girls still glared at me with a look that said: WHORE! This time Danny noticed a few girls glare at me, well the way he took back at them for me was just... I cant even explain it. He turned me around and locked his lips in mine. Making out like f*** while we waited to get into a concert. Girls actually started crying. They had thought he was gonna be singel for a LONG TIME! Well they were right about that, i wasnt gonna give in so easy. We got inside the arena, well wembley, it turned out to be my favorite band, Fightstar. As i saw the sign to a girl i grinned turning around to face Danny who had his hands on my ass pushing me towards our seats in the front, front row.
"Fightstar, how did you get the tickets? Its been sold out for months?" I said smiling.
"Well James... And busted... says it all.. And Dougie let it slip that you loved them...." He said smiling. We sat down on our seats. I leaned down on his shoulders, holding his hand. The concert was just amazing. Charlie waved at us from the stage. I was just so up in the skyes as we walked out of the arena.
"You rock" I said as we found his car.
"Well thank you" He answered smiling. Next stop was a place to eat. We ordered and i looked at him with stars in my eyes, he smiled and squeezed my hand.
"It was so cool to finally see Fightstar in concert.. Thank you so much dude" I said smiling. Our food arrived 15 minutes later and i set out to eat, i was so hungry.
Finishing off eating we headed off to the next stop, the beach. His favorite place in the whole world, besides being on stage entertaining the fans. Walking down there, i took my shoes off and threw them up to the car. We sat down a short bit from the car, i rested my head on his shoulder.
"So, how do you like it so far?" He asked taking my hand.
"So far? Is there more..?" i asked looking at him.
"Well... if you wanna do that part..." He said with a smirk. I smiled, i wouldnt mind though, cuz i had turned 17 now.
"I mean.. its been 3 months now... we are up in our 5th date...And i want you" He said pulling me closer.
"Here?" i asked.
"No..." He answered with a grin.
"Mmmh...Okay" i said between the kisses. One night couldnt hurt, and god i wanted him. As we got back to the house Dougie, Tom and Harry was up. They looked at us and smiled. Dougie sent me a look that said: Whaaat?!
"Just gonna go to bed" Said Danny and yawned. We headed upstairs and jumped to bed.
Downstairs:
"They are gonna do that ogga bogga dance" Said Harry with a smirk.
"What? .. well he aint the first" Said Dougie looking at the tv.
"Did you? And Karen? When?" Asked Tom in shocked.
"Back when we were 15, before i left, we were drunk and she was home alone.." He said and giggled.
Chapter 24
Last time
Toms p.ov
"You guys coming?" asked Harry looking at Danny and Karen. Karen had been so much not like her lately. It was february now and time for the brit awards, we were on our way over there waiting for Karen and Danny now.
"Yer... gonna do something.. we`ll meet you at the red carpet" Said Karen, i could see something in her eyes that wasnt promising, i just wish i knew what.
"Alright" said Harry, i was dragged out of the house, still in my mind hoping it wasnt was i suspected. I knew danny, more than he knew. Arriving at the red carpert i looked around, seeing nothing of Karen and Danny. It was when a camera button was pressed when i knew... I just knew what he had been up to. He had told Karen to shut up about it. I knew she had not liked it, she didnt want him to do it. And yet.. i couldnt understand why she hadnt done something drastic... Just something.
"GOD! I gotta get back to the house" I said running down the red carpet, knocking Lemar and Charlotte Church over leaving the press to wonder what was going on, the 2 other boys i was with followed me, including James who had heard me. James took over the limo driving to the house. When i got inside i saw Karen in the living room crying, her eyes were red and swollen. When she noticed us she got up in a hurry running over to us, she collapsed in Harrys arms crying, sulking... telling them how sorry she was. I ran up to the bathroom, pushing it open... I almost collapsed of the sight.
Swearing to god as i kneeled beside Dannys body, i checked for his pulse. It had gone fast. Closing his eyes i leaned back and the tears came. Why had it happend? Why do it so drastic? Overdose of drugs? No wonder it had gone so fast, he hasnt used it before. Just shove it into your blood and wait. Harry, Dougie and James came upstairs to see the lifeless body of Danny in the bathroom, the needle he had used was on the side of him.
"What the hell.." Said James in shock backing into the wall.
"I knew it was gonna happen" i mumbled.
"What?" asked Harry looking at me.
"He has been planning this for months. I just... I just didnt think it would happen so soon.. I never thought he would go through it.... Everything kinda clicked when Karen started acting weird.. There and then i knew he had opend his heart to her... he started getting interested in her to make us believe he was on a better track... " I said looking at them pushing my hair back.
"But.." Started Dougie but it ended up in a fight to not cry and he walked downstairs.
"I cant believe it....Danny.."
"He really loved Cory... Thats why.. He missed her too much.." Said James.
"Yes, there you have the answer... he was breaking apart..." I answered.
"Oh god.." Said Harry. I looked his body.... What the hell was gonna happen now? Thats when i noticed it... A letter in his hand. I took it out and they sat down.
I looked at it and started to read outloud, Dougie and Karen came up... to hear it:
Dear Tom, Harry, Dougie, Karen and James(I know your there).
You guys, im sorry for what you are looking at right now. And the reason for it. Tom is right, its because of cory.
I just know Tom too well to know that he has figured it out.
Its true, i tricked you with starting to have these feelings for Karen.
Going out with her, hanging out with her, touching her, just do everything you would take as a sign for that i was in love again.
Please dont hate me for this, but i just didnt see any other way out. And getting to be with Cory again, I couldnt wait.
Im really sorry dougie that i tricked your bestfriend like this, but then again, i told her over 3 months ago about it.
And made her swear she wouldnt do anything to stop it, or tell you. What else could i do? I had to have someone on my team.
She feels sorry i know that. And she knows that im sorry for using her.
When this comes out about what i did, dont lie, tell the truth.
Tell the world... tell the press why i did it and what i did. Because i dont care anymore what comes out about me.
There has been so much bullshit about me that im tired even know about having to defend myself in the press.
Its much better that its out, the truth, then a lie that forms into something bigger and makes it more of a hell for my family.
Once again im sorry for this, i had to do something. I didnt wanna trick you guys anymore and it was time.
It was the perfect time to do it, i knew Tom was hoping that i wasnt gonna do it today. As you all could see... I did.
Once again, im sorry.
I hope you guys would keep the band going without me. It would hurt me more than anything if you didnt.
You know i value the love and support from you all so much, and i love you guys more than anything. You were my family, my friends and what i could support myself on during the hard times of my life when i knew you. So thats why i hope you will forgive me for leaving earth.
My job on earth is done... It was to see how much a person like Cory mattered in my life. And getting to know how it feeled to love someone like i loved her.
Hers was almost like mine, her job was to show me what love ment. It just the perfect explanation for it. It makes sense.
Give all my things to my family, and sell my guitars, i want the people who supported me outside my family to know that im always gonna be around even though im gone.
As again, keep the band going, its all i want. And that you look after Karen, she is such an amazing person. Even though i told her about my plans, she kept things going, she stayed around for me. It just shows how much of a good person and strenght she has.
I love you guys so much. More than you know.
Take good care of yourselves.
Love Daniel Alan David Jones xXx
James let out a loud sniff and leaned against the wall. The hard part wasnt over yet, someone had to notify his family. And i had to do it, with a broken and heavy heart i picked up the phone in the living room as the usual people came to pick up Dannys body. It answered on the 4th ring:
- Hello? I asked, my voice trembeling.
- Hey there Tom. It was Mrs Jones.
- Mrs Jones... You might wanna sit down.
- Yes, im sitting down.
- I gotta tell you something. I have some bad tragic news.
There was no answer.
- Im afraid Danny is gone. He took and OD 3 hours ago.
- Wh...wha...what?
- Yes. He is dead. We found him just one hour ago in the bathroom.
- This gotta be some sick joke.. I mean.. My daniel... He cant be..!
- Im afraid he is... Im so sorry.
- Its okay. I gotta go tell the rest. Thank you... thank... thank you..for calling.
- Alright. We`ll talk later. Byebye.
- Bye Thomas.
I turned around to find Harry shaking like he had run out of energy drink, i looked at him and tried to smile. Nothing that could work...! The next day it was all over the news. Some people had said that he had shot himself. Some people said he had cut his wrists. and the rest went on about this:
Strangle himself.
Jumping off a building.
OD of drugs.
OD of high medicines.
So thats why we called for a press conference to tell everything, it was time to tell the truth. Two days after his death we walked into the pressconference room at Universal Island Records ready to let the world know everything.
We sat down and fletch announced that it was ready to speak, Harry started it:
"This conference is about Dannys death, and the truth... so questions after our announcment" He said.
"You all wanna know why he killed himself, and what he did. His wish was to tell the truth. He took an OD that day. And yes, its true, its because of his loss. Cory Larson. He didnt want to live in sorrow anymore" Said Dougie, i looked at him, his eyes filling with water.
"And yes, one person in his life knew about. Karen... He didnt ask to make you people hate her for not stopping it, but i know he wanted you guys to slack him off for telling her and not the fact that she knew about it and didnt stop him. Cuz she did, she tried. Begged, came with suggestions.. everything she could think of... He liked Karen well and the fact that she has been through what he was going through is why he told her" Said James.
"And another thing... We are gonna continue to go on with Mcfly, one of his last wishes was that we didnt stop. The fact that he is gone cant stop us from bringing out our messages to the fans. We cant let him down. So that question about Mcfly is out of your books..." Said Harry.
"So you know the truth now, Daniel Alan David Jones killed himself 2 days ago to be with the love of his life Cory. You can all ask questions now.." I said and looked at them. James looked down and i heard him hum along in to Not Alone.
The question round started and we did what we could to answer them. We didnt know everything which Karen did, so in our minds we were wishing that she had come along. But she was now at Dougies flat(yes we have moved apart). We had started finding our own apartments just before he commited suicide. And now the day after his death we started moving out of the house. Living there in the house he had killed himself couldnt work for us. It just couldnt.