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Post by mattass on Nov 19, 2005 18:32:31 GMT 1
Chapter 12 Time off
Harrys P.o.v Okay, i dont know how but it all changed in the moment he told us. Seeing the tears stream down his face making us all cry. Everything just crashed. It all changed when Danny came to us all, telling it to us before it hit out in the world. "Guys... I gotta.. I gotta talk to you" said Danny sniffing. I looked at the others, did she break up with him to see i was the one for her? "What is it Danny?" Asked Dougie sending me a killer look. "Its about Cory" he said whiping a few tears away form his face. HAH! I knew it! In just matter of minutes he would let us know. "What?" asked Tom. "I wanna quit the band.... or well.. take some time off" He blurted out. "What? Why?" i asked, trying to sound interested. "To look after Cory and be with her" Said Danny looking at me. "To look after her?" asked Dougie. "She is sick" Woaw! She hadnt dumped him. What was going on? I had a look on my face that said it, i practically looked like i had seen the sky fall down. "She is sick?" Mumbled Tom. "Yeah, she found out last week that she has cancer... she starts chemo today..." Danny answered. "Wha... whut?" I asked, the tears swelling up in my eyes. "Yeah, she has been a bit too tired lately, she got bruises just if i touched her... So she went to the doctor on wednesday as we were in Japan... and she... found out just yesterday..." whispered Danny still in shock. Every bit of hate for him and his relationship with Cory broke down in the minute. How could i have been so much of a dork? I felt so bad knowing she was gonna die now.
Corys P.o.v I turned on the tv, it was now gone a week since he told the guys. They had decided to take some time off on short notice and they didnt know for how long, cuz i could be sick for 3 years before i died. Or i could be sick for 5 years and then die. It was from the press conference on telly. And it had only just started. << We have called you guys here today to announce our break from the spot light>> said Harry with red swollen eyes. I was about to cry seeing them so emotional abou this. <<It was clear from my girlfriend one week ago that she has gotten cancer, and i wanted to take some time off to be with her til the end of her journey through the chemo and her struggle to win this, and i say end cuz it might go that way, i dont know how long it will take, we are putting off the recording of our new album now because of this, so for now we say to our fans: We will be back when we are ready, and we hope you guys understand>> Said Danny. << We will put our new single out on the market on monday as said, but it will not be performances or promo of it, Danny is going to the hospital now after this because she started chemo last night, thats all we had to say, thank you all for taking your time now>> Said Dougie. Tom didnt say a ting during the press conference. I was shocked, he always started it when it came to anything. But now.. He sat there quiet, just listening to the other guys talking. 30 minutes later Danny came into my room smiling. "Hey baby... i missed you" and kissed my forehead. "Hey.. Missed you 2.. Hows Tom?" I asked looking at him and then at Harry and Dougie coming into the room. "Not so good, but he was gonna come by later today..." Said Danny taking my hand. "Alright" I mumbled smiling at them. Soon after i went into the bathroom, i felt so sick from the chemo, still. The nurse came in telling me it was time take my medicine, i had pills i had to take 3 time a day. Danny looked at me swallowing it with the water. Harry just concentrated on the telly showing a music video of Busted. I leaned back in bed looking at the guys. Dougie mumbled something about having to find something to eat and took off. Harry said he had to eat to and ran after Dougie. Danny looked at me and crawled up in my bed. "You look so tired" He said and made me lean my head on his shoulder. Soon after we fell asleep in each others arms. I woke up to someone fixing my hair, as i looked up i looked into my mothers eyes. She smiled at me. Danny mumbled something and woke up. "Hey there Mrs Larson" he said with a smirk. "Hey Danny..." mom said sitting down. Harry and Dougie were still gone, turned out they had gone home when they had found us sleeping.
Chapter 13 Im Just A Kid
I looked at the clock on my night stand. 6.12! Still couldnt sleep. Danny moved his head in the chair he was sleeping in, it now was gone 5 months. I had gone in and out of the hospital those 5 long months. I was tired of fighting, my hair had gone its way and i looked like a freak, somehow... and i mean somehow.... Danny still liked me. I couldnt find the reason for it. Harry had become more talktive again and i was happy for that. He didnt seem to be so mean as he was before it happend and after Danny and i got back together. Danny opend his eyes and smiled at me. "Hey honey... how you feeling?" he asked. "Like someone ran over me with a big truck" I mumbled. "Oh... " he mumbled stretching his arms before coming up in my bed. We cuddled up and i fell asleep after 15 minutes of his warmth. Later on that day when i woke up i had to throw up and every part of my bones in my body was hurting so much. Mom was now there along with Danny and Harry. As i woke up mom helped me into the bathroom to let me throw up. "God.. why cant this end" I cried out as i was done. Mom came into the bathroom watching me trying to get up. "Honey... wait.. let me help you" She said, Danny stood in the door now. "Thats all you guys do with me.. Help... I dont wanna be living like this... I dont wanna be sick...." I said. "I know honey.." "Im just a kid mom... Just a kid... and i have cancer...." I cried out so Harry who now was here and was sleeping woke up. He looked at us and then went back to sleep. My life had stopped the day i found out i had cancer, now ... I was just waiting for my last day on earth. Danny took my hand helping me up in bed. The next day the doctor came in. Danny sat up, i could see he was scared that he was bringing bad news. "Cory... In 2 hours we are gonna bring you down to the first floor and do a scan on your head to see if... well the cancer has spread so far" He said sitting down. "What?" Asked Harry payin full attention now. "Yes, we just wanna be sure... little by little has the chemo stopped working.. so to be sure about that...we are gonna do a scan to see if her head is out of the danger" Harry looked at him in shock, so did the rest of the gang in the room. 2 hours later i was brought down to the first floor for the scan, they told me they would have the answer that night. So after a few hours of waiting my doctor came back, Mr Henderson sat down. "Im not gonna lie about anything now.... I always told myself when i got the doctor degree i was gonna be telling the truth all the way... even when it was sad news..." He said looking at my mother who were holding her hand infront of her mouth ready to have the news. "There is a tumor... you can go home for these two weeks and rest or what you want... as long as it doesnt make you too tired... you will have all your medicines with you.... So in 2 weeks your coming back for the operation" He said now looking at me. I wasnt so scared now, i knew it was the right thing. So i looked at him and smiled. "Why you smiling Cory?" asked Mom, i looked at Danny who were crying now. "Because im not scared...." I answered. "I think its the first time i have heard that from those i have tried to help getting well from cancer" said Mr Henderson.
That night i walked into the boys` house with a little bit of help from Harry and Danny. I looked at Dougie who were playing in a laptop, he looked up and smiled. "Hey Cory...Tom is in the kitchen making your fave pizza.." He said. "He is?" i asked smiling. "Yep... he wanted you to eat some real Fletch pizza..." "Thats so nice" We ate that night in the kitchen, i ate so much i thought i was gonna blow up. "Its so good to see you eat like that now" said Harry rubbing his stomach. "Well Tom always makes the best pizza and i havent eatn good food in months... Only crappy food from the hospital" I answered fixing on the scarf i had on my head. "Ah thank you very much for that" said Tom smiling lik he had won an oscar. The next day they had one little concert, they had boiled it together to be nice to the fans. I was going along to see them play, i hadnt seen them play in months... actually for a year. Two guards helped me out into the arena. I could hear the fans whisper: "Thats cory... Dannys girlfriend... the one who got cancer.." "I hear she has just months left to live..." "I cant understand why he keeps standing by her side through this" I turned to her who said that smiling before i said: "Because he has a heart....Obviously you dont" I sat down just in time to see the lights flash and four guys came out of nowhere on the stage. "You guys missed us?" Asked Dougie. The screams were endless, i smiled making myself comfy on the chair as Obviously started. I loved that song more than anything. They sang Five colours in her hair then, so That girl. And as the intro for Room on the third floor came, done by Dougie on the bass, Danny put on the head mic looking at the guards now walking towards the stairs. He walked down paying attention to Tom singing now.
Wake up early Round 7.30 Housekeeping knockin on my door Do not disturb sign the back of her mind I must have left in on the floor
He took my hand singing, giving me the famous: Baby i love you smile. When i refused to take his hand, he took both my hands and a hand under my legs pulling me up. I laughed and looked at him, he smiled at me singing as he walked towards the stage:
Lets the sun light creep in from the clouds. Cuz its times like these remind me That i got to keep my feet on the ground.
Dougie and Tom smiled at me as he came carrying me up on stage, he put me down in a chair walking towards the mic between Tom and Dougie, pulling his guitar from behind his back, back so he could play from where he lost it. I looked at Harry drumming as hard as he could on the drums. I chuckled meeting his look, it looked like he was spanking them.
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Post by mattass on Nov 19, 2005 18:33:30 GMT 1
Chapter 14 Surgery
Dannys P.o.v
Surgery today. She is going into surgery now... god... I was so nervous. I was in my room pacing back and forth thinking. If things went wrong now during the surgery in 3 hours she could go brain dead, she could go into coma and stay there forever. She could die. Dougie peeked his head in my room looking at me. "Trying to come up with a new dance?" He asked chuckling from his joke. "No.. Im thinking about the surgery Cory is having in 3 hours" I answered sitting down on the bed. "Oh... well... We were gonna go to the hospital now...Coming along?" "Yes, just gonna put a pair of pants on" 2 minutes later i walked downstairs seeing Harry and Tom holding her, She saw me and smiled. "Hey there sleepyhead.." She said. "Im not a sleepyhead" I mumbled smirking at her. She might be sick and dying, but she was still a hottie and my girlfriend to me. I loved her so much. "Yes you are" said Dougie looking at Tom trying to avoid me. "Funny" I said kicking him. "Ooow" We walked outside to see a pair of people ready with their cameras. As we got to the hospital her mother was already there along with her dad. I smiled as i noticed them. As we got to the 4th floor Mr Henderson greeted us, Cory left to get ready for the surgery and we went to the waiting room. Mr Henderson told us the surgery could take up to 6 - 8 hours. As we were sitting in the waiting room Cory came out to us. She had the usual stuff on, and she was smiling. "Hey Guys" She said sitting down to wait. It was 40 minutes left til she was gonna be called in for the preparing. Drugs and everything, well.. u know... the type of stuff that knocks her out during the surgery. 20 minutes later Mr Henderson came to get her. "Bye guys.." She said kissing my cheek before she followed Doctor Henderson. Her mother looked at me, the smile she had put on when Cory came had faded away now. Everyone was quiet, just looking at something to let the time go by. 2 hours went by, no word. 3 hours later Harry and i had decided to go down to the first floor to get something to eat.
Harrys p.o.v
I looked at Danny who now were looking at his hamburger infront of him. Knowing Cory could die during the surgery was just.... i had no words for it. And the time letting us wait to know how it went. Hard to think straight during this. "Take your food with you Danny, lets go up to the 4th floor to see if they know something" I said gathering my stuff. Some girls came over now, they had spotted who we were. "Hey.." Said the blonde little girl. "Hey there..Want autograph and a picture with us?" I asked trying to smile. "Ye-yes...and we wanted to say that we are supporting you guys every step of the way... The fans are praying for Cory" Said the big sister. Danny looked up with tears in his eyes. "Thanks" He mumbled smiling. We gave them both what they wanted and went up to the 4th floor to the others. As the elevator opend we saw Tom standing there crying. "What is it?" Asked Danny shaking in fright. "Something... something went wrong... She...*sniff* went into coma just minutes ago" He mumbled. "Oh god" said Danny running out of the elevator. "Lets go" I said and followed Tom running after Danny. Corys dad and Dougie had to take Danny and stop him from going into the surgery room. "I Gotta see her....let me go...." "No Danny.... we had to wait...They are trying to find out what went wrong.." "They are all suckers when it comes to this... thats why... they dont know how to make something right.... NOW LET ME GO DAMN IT" he yelled and fell to the floor. Corys mother walked over and sat down next to Danny. She pulled him into a hug and cried along with him. Doctor Henderson came out and explained the whole thing. She could stay in coma for a few weeks and it was critical. They hadnt found out what had went wrong. Danny asked he could go see her and just ran to the room as he was told yes. We followed him to see Cory white as a sheet in her bed breathing with her oxygen mask on. Danny sat down on her bed breaking down in tears once again. It was hard to see my bandmate like this, we all loved cory so much and the fact that she could die now was so hard to think about. Corys parents went downstairs to the first floor to get some food for the rest of them. I managed to get Danny to eat his hamburger. Getting food in his was better than nothing, cuz i had a feeling he would be staying by her side now til she woke up again. 2 weeks went by after she had gone into a coma, Danny slept in her room, ate 2 times a day in her room and showered twice a week in a shower he could use just a few doors away from Corys room. Tom tried 5 times a day to make him go home and sleep a bit. Cuz he only slept when he felt like it. And that was probably just 3 hours a night, the rest of the night he sat by her bed hoping she would wake up. One month later Dougie and i was in the waiting room playing yatzy when Danny came back from his little break to get coffee. I looked up to see he turn to the left and stopped in the opening to Corys room. He leaned against the wall to rest his head. I looked at Dougie he sent me a weird look before he turned around to look at Danny. "He is really burned out... I cant believe he has the strenght for this" I said. "Yeah, I say the same... He is really strong, staying by her side every minute he can... I think if he could he would have installed a toilet in the room so he would be able to be there 24/7, i have only seen him leave the room for food,coffee or a energy drink or a shower..." "I know, i just hope she wakes up so thing would be so much easier for him... im afraid he will crack someday and pass out from the lack of sleep and food" "Just so hope she wakes up soon" Said Dougie and threw the dices. Tom walked over to us and sat down, he had been at home packing some more clothes for Danny.
Chapter 15 You set me free
Harrys P.o.v The day came when she woke up, she was so sick after that they knew she had just months left. Danny talked to the doctor and let her move home to us. We took her home one week after she had woken up. Danny was so glad that he knew he could just run across the hall to be with her. I knew i had to tell one of them about what i had tried to do. I couldnt live with it longer, they had to know.
One day when just me and her was home i was gonna tell her about it. I walked up to her room and was about to knock on the door when i heard:
"Dear god... Let me go soon.... I know its too soon for it...but the only reason i was fighting was because of Danny and Harry... I love them both so much... But i cant hold on much longer now. Im living my last months now. Just let me die soon. I know they both will be okay after im gone. Danny is strong enough to live without me... Please.. Let me leave earth soon" I couldnt believe what i just heard.... I waited a few seconds before i knocked on the door. Hiding it now wouldnt be allowed from me. "Come In" said Cory. I peeked inside, holding the ice cream bowl up, she saw the mountain of ice cream and smiled. "Yay" She said getting a bit up in her bed. "I gotta tell you something... Something i feel so bad about.." I said sitting down. "Oh? What is it?" She asked. "Something with you and Danny" "Whats that?" She said chewing on the ice cream she had shoved in her mouth. "Promise you wont be mad?" "If its not that bad... I wont.." "Alright.." I looked at her and smiled. How was i gonna start on it? I put a bite of the ice cream on my tongue and sucked on it. Cory looked at me trying to see if i was gonna tell her it soon. "Before you got sick... I tried in my power all i could to break you guys up again..." "What?" She asked. "Im sorry... I just.. I really liked you... and I still do.. but just... now i like you more as a friend..." "You really tried to break us up?" "Yes... I was such a dickhead..." She looked at me and smiled. What? Okay, she just smiled at me! WHY wasnt she yelling at me for this. "We knew that.." "What? You did" "Yes.. We figured it out just weeks after you started trying... so dont worry im not gonna yell at you.. I just had hoped you came around to tell it sooner than a year later" We both heard the door downstairs slam and 3 guys came in yelling it was pizza and movie night. I helped her up and let her ride on my back downstairs. Danny saw us and chuckled. "You guys have really hit it off after we 3 became friends during school... Im glad for that" He said. "Me 2, couldnt have asked for more than this... you guys in my life.. When i die i can at least look back knowing i had real friends.." She said. Tom looked at her and sniffed, Dougie hugged her and sat down taking a bite out of his pizza. Then Danny coughed smiling at us all. "I know i said i wanted to take time off all year... but i think its time we finish our new cd... I miss touring... " He said. "You know... I think its a good idea... You have all been sitting at the hospital watching me fight... now you all know i have just a few months left... so why should you just wait til im gone to start again.. I wanna see you guys in concert a few more times before i die.. " Cory said taking a zip out of her coke and rested her head on Dougies shoulder. He patted her head and let out a massive burp, we ended up laughing. Tome brought back the subject of our cd. "I think its time we do what Danny said... and making Corys wish come true.. cuz she just has months left.. so tomorrow we announce it.. and go into the studio... James can be with Cory to watch her... helping her while we work our butts off in the studio" "Great.. always wanted to hang out with James.. He is so cool" "Well thank you" said James who stood in the door looking at us. "Cool.. Hey... We are going back into the studio tomorrow... oooh gotta call Fletch" said Tom and took off. James sat down holding Scooby doo 2 up in the air, Tom came out to us again. He smiled which ment Fletch had just gotten the best christmas present ever.
Chapter 16 Give it to the fans
I looked as they walked out to media people outside the record company, they were about to announce that they were going into the studio today. James clapped his hands and threw popcorn in his mouth. Tom started: << We have called out for this pressconference because of some important news to the fans>> << Last night, we had a chat together and dedicded that after the press conference we are going back into the studio.. we miss touring and Cory wanted us to do it...>> Said Harry. << So now the word is out, we are back>> Said Dougie. They answered questions and then it ended with them thanking the press for their time and walked into the record company to start recording their songs. After that they recorded day and night in the studios. I hung up with James, or well..he stayed by my bed day and night to watch over me. He even had to help me in the showers. I felt like a sick dying dog. So without no warning i yelled most of the time at James. I told him everytime after that, that i was sorry. I got sicker and sicker day by day. Danny rushed from the recording studio to the house to be with me.
James P.o.v "STAY OUT OF IT" Yelled Cory. I felt the tears swell up. She had been yelling none stop at me all day, i knew she was deadly sick and was in pain. It wasnt any reason for the morphin( ? ) i had to give her each day for the pain. It still hurt me when she yelled me for no reason. But then again, my life was a bit messed up... its not many months since Busted broke and in between this im trying to put together another band. But i had the guys ready, i had put the name finding and recording a side for her. She didnt know it. "Im sorry" i said and walked to the door. "James... please...Im sorry...I didnt mean to.." She said and i turned around. "I know... I know your in pain and everything and your dying... It still kinda hurts that your yelling at me.." "Sorry... its not right of me to yell at you... youve been here by my side helping me for the past 3 months..." "I have to get your medicine now... be right back" I walked downstairs and found her medicine on the living room table. As i walked into her room again seeing her over the bucket coughing up blood i knew something was wrong. "Aww damn.. I forgot to get you water for it... be right back" i said and walked downstairs again. I found my phone and dialed Dannys number.
- Hello? - Get back here now. - What? - She is coughing up blood. It can only mean one thing. - Im coming. He hung up and i went to get water and walked upstairs to her, she was leaning back down when i walked in. "You okay?" I asked sitting down on the bed fixing the medicine dose for her. "No... I know why you went downstairs again, to call danny... because by tonight im gone....I know that..." "Yeah.. he is on his way home now... you want me to call your mother?" I asked. "If you could..." I got Corys phone and i dialed the number home to the larsons, i got her dad on the phone:
- Hi. Who am i talking to? i asked. - Its Ryan. Who are you? - Its James, James Bourne. Im calling cuz Cory doesnt have much time left. I can call the airport and get tickets for you on the next train. I know its one going in 2 hours minutes. She wants you guys here. - Call the airport, we are on our way. Thanks for calling. - No problem. See ya guys then, i`ll come pick you up at the airport. - Alright. bye.
I called the airport fixing tickets for the larsons, when i was done i heard the door slam and 4 guys running their asses off upstairs. I followed and saw them sit down next to her bed. They talked with her for a while and when i saw that it was time to pick her parents up peeked my head in to the gang: "Im going to the airport to pick up Corys parents now, we`ll be back soon" "Alright... " Said Danny smiling at me. 20 minutes later i stood by the gate waiting for the arrivel of her parents, i spotted her mother in the crowd and walked over. "You got any luggage?" I asked. "Just this" said Mrs Larson holding up a suitable bag for some clothes. "Alright lets go" i said and followed them outside so we could find my car. I spotted some girls coming over to us and i smiled. "Hey gurls.. Im sorry i would love to stay and chat.. but Dannys girlfriend has just hours left and i gotta get her parents to the house.. Some other time. Alright?" I asked smiling. "Okey" they said taking off. "That was good" said Ryan. "Well.. This is a matter of life and death.." I said. "Yeah, you could say that" Said Mrs Larson. We drove to the house in complete silence, parking the car i looked at them. They just looked at the house and told themself: Your daughter has just hours left. You gotta see her. They got out of the car minutes later and followed me inside, Tom came out of the kitchen looking at us. As we got upstairs Dougie came out crying, Mrs Larson noticed it and got scared. "She is gone yet" said Dougie sniffing. "Thank god" said Ryan and opend the door. Inside Danny was singing to her, Harry saw us and got up, so did Danny. "I`ll be back" 2 hours later we were all gathered in her room, her breath was sinking by the minute. Leaving us all to wonder when she was gonna take her final breath and leave us. Mrs Larson had to leave the room several of times.
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Post by Kristin( : on Nov 19, 2005 20:53:46 GMT 1
åååh......trist *tørker tårer*
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Post by Cydonia on Nov 20, 2005 20:44:37 GMT 1
awww....
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Post by mattass on Nov 21, 2005 21:03:04 GMT 1
Chapter 17 Last Goodbye.
Dannys p.o.v
Not gonna cry. Not gonna cry. God i cant cry now. I looked at Cory, she was so pale, her eyes was flickering sometimes. There could be just minutes left now. Her mother was outside the room trying to clean her act up. Dont know why, it was usual that someone broke down when a person was about to leave the earth. Cory opend her eyes and looked at us all, before she bent down to the bucket and threw up blood once again. I looked at the watch, 18.57! I knew there was just hours left now. Or even worse... minutes. I really just wanted to go to god and have him take me instead. 2 hours went by, Harry and Dougie stayed with her til 9 that night. Her parents, me, Tom and James went downstairs. We gave them an update on it had been with her. "We are very greatful for this, that you guys took her in letting her stay here, taking a break from the spotlight, being with her.." Said Ryan. "Why do you guys think we did it?" i asked. "Because you guys love her" said Jenna aka Mrs Larson. "Yeah, I love her more than anything in the world.. so doing this is just gonna make me have peace when she dies.." I said looking at them with tears in my eyes. "I can see that" Said Jenna looking deeply into my eyes. 2 hours later James and i sat with her. She looked up from her little 5 to 5 nap she had been having the whole day. "*cough* I.. I..." She tried to say something but ended up coughing. "Get the others" I said to James. He went out the door. "I....love you so... much danny" She said to me smiling. I looked at her with tears falling from my face. "I love you Cory" I said before kissing her. She smiled as she closed her eyes, i watched as she took her final breath. The rest came inside looking at her. "She gone?" asked James with tears in his eyes, I looked at them and nodded. They all broke down in tears walking out of the room. I walked downstairs in my own world. "I gotta go out for a while... I`ll be back later.." I said sniffing while putting on my summer jacket. Walking out into the warm summer breeze sweeping in over the block i broke down in tears. She was gone now, really gone. I pulled the keys to my car out of my pockets. I remembered i had my guitar and notebooks and pens in my car. 20 minutes later i found myself sitting on a flat rock at the beach looking at the sun slowly going down into the sea. The red light marked that it as night now. It only told me the love of my life was gone forever.
I looked at my guitar climpering on it... the words formed into my head.... I had to show what i felt now. Writing down the words on the notebook i had. The feeling of going back home was not in my mind. I just wanted to sit there looking at the skies floating by me. Thinking of what i and Cory had together.
Imagine you being here forever keeps coming back to me I promise myself i wouldnt cry Its not so easy doing this without you All the memories of you keeps coming back to me
When my watch stroke 6.15 Dougie called me:
- Dude. Hey. - Hey Dougie. - Where are you? - At the beach. - What? - I had to get away. - Aw. Alright. When you coming back? - Soon, I just finish something. - Alright. We are all up so you dont have to lock yourself in its open. - Okey. I`ll see you guys soon. - Alright. Bye. - Bye.
I finished the song and drove home. The usual guys who comes and takes dead body had already been there, the first thing i did when i got home i took a shower. Considered to drown myself but the guys would find out about it so i would be brought back to life. The rest of the day i stayed in my room. I couldnt face the others, only when i ate i was downstairs to eat together with them.
Tom turned on the news when i came down to eat dinner.
<< Last night Cory Larson Dannys Jones` girlfriend left us all. She had been sick for a well known long time. Having the worst thing you could get. Cancer. Danny we all feel for you right now. Losing your girlfriend is not easy. >> said the news lady. I pft-ed at her and walked into the kitchen.
Chapter 18 The Funeral
Harry P.o.v
I looked at my tux, and thought: "Saying goodbye to a friend and ex of me now today. God" And the tears swelled up in eyes. Danny walked by me. "If i wasnt a guy i would hit on you" He said with a giggle. "Well thank you" Danny was like that, when a sad day like this has appeared he had to joke about something before he got serious. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Dougie coming up the stairs, he smiled as he saw me. "You ready?" he asked. "Yeah, everybody else ready?" "You bet" 15 minutes we walked out to the car. As we pulled up to the church we saw a ton of people walking into the church, i was amazed by the amount of people that had turned up. So was the rest of the guys, cuz when i got out of the car i saw them looking up and gawk. Entering the church we saw the main reason for this and the tears entered our eyes again. I walked in and sat down behind her parents. 30 minutes later it all started. The priest started it, talking about her. Her mother walked up to speak about Cory. So without everybody knowing it Danny walked up. "Im gonna perform a song, A song she liked.. called You raise me up..." Said Danny. I looked up seeing Matt and James ... and Charlie enter the church. He sang the song and i walked down to james and the guys. They smiled at me and i noticed the guitar Charlie had. "You guys gonna sing?" I asked. "Why not... ?" Asked James giving me a angel look. "Alright.." I turned around and looked at the priest ready to speak. I walked up and smiled at him. "Gonna be another pair of guys singing... her fave band in the whole world. Busted... so dear priest.. you can sit down..." Danny went to find a pair of chairs for them and they sat down. "Not the best song to perform even though its not any mean words in it.... But she loved this song so much... Its called sleeping with the light on" Said Matt.
Along she came with her picture Put it in a frame so i wont miss her Got on plane
I listend to James sing his part of the song, i couldnt believe we were gathered to say goodbye to Cory now. It was now time for people who wanted to speak about her. I got up and took the mic.
I wasnt supposed to speak today. But why not? Everybody here know how it started off with me and Cory. I was a mean guy when i first got into her life. But truth is i liked her, and what doesnt guys do when they like a girl and for some reason are afraid to talk to her. I got more nicer as she got back from the states. I learned to be a nicer guy. We got more into being friends, she hit it off with my mate Danny, she couldnt have won a better guy. I just dont know why some couldnt stand her, she was the person you could easily get on and be friends with. If you were a guy, you could easily fall in love with her. She was so amazing. I still thank god that i got to know her, and date her for 5 months. She was such an a amazing girl. The year she got sick... and those months... I just ... the guys was walking into a wall those months. But we kept it, stayed there for her. And helped her. I cant saying it was just a nightmare knowing Cory Larson. It was the best years of my life. Because she helped changing me, helped turning me into a better person. I was a bad guy before i got to know her, and she didnt let that stop her from being my friend. She obviously forgave me. And i thank god everyday for that. She is gonna be deeply missed by me, her family, the guys..and the world.. they got to know her to... I hope they loved what they got to see. A pure soul a amazing girl. And a beautiful mind. All in All... the Cory Larson we had in our lives. Rest in Peace Cory.
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Post by Cydonia on Nov 21, 2005 21:23:01 GMT 1
aaaaaawwwww
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Post by Kristin( : on Nov 21, 2005 21:45:23 GMT 1
*løper for og finne et lometørke og sett på en trist sang*
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Post by mattass on Nov 21, 2005 21:49:15 GMT 1
oooi... fucka litt her... det skal vær 1 anne chap til.. nr 17.. fuck.. :S
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Post by Kristin( : on Nov 21, 2005 21:51:12 GMT 1
merka det var noe som var litt rart her ja
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Post by mattass on Nov 21, 2005 21:52:10 GMT 1
Er Fiksa nå
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Post by Cydonia on Nov 21, 2005 21:56:05 GMT 1
Det var noe feil ja awww
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Post by Ida on Nov 21, 2005 22:00:55 GMT 1
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Post by Kristin( : on Nov 21, 2005 23:17:30 GMT 1
sjønte liksom ikke helt hvor parten der hu døde var henne i sta:P heh..:
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Post by mattass on Nov 22, 2005 16:51:20 GMT 1
Chapter 19 Imagine
Toms P.o.v Alright,so its been a week now since we said goodbye to Cory. But now.. I got a feeling we are gonna say goodbye to our bandmate. Danny is about to crack. I dumped back down on the bed from sitting infront of my computer for ages, god how many people who had seen my account...profile thingy on myspace. Dougie peeked and in a looked at me. He always did that after the funeral, i had a feeling he wanted to talk about Cory, the loss of her. We both wasnt bestfriends with her but we knew her more than everybody thought. We got to see who she was, how she was... and just be in her life. "Hey dude" i said looking up from my spot on my lovely bed. "Hey... " he mumbled sitting down on my big fluffy chair i had near my closet, i had a feeling he loved it more than me. "You seen Danny today?" I asked. "No, someone went out the door around 5 this morning.. think it was him" I had a feeling i knew where he was, after the funeral he had gone to the beach mostly everyday. To write songs, think, be alone and cry. He didnt sleep much either. I knew he had cut down on food too. The second cd was still on the run to be released, we wrote songs, went into the studio when Danny could. We had been there two times already after the funeral. I looked at the watch, it was 19.56 and as i let my head fall back down on the bed the front door slammed and Harry yelled: PIZZA! Dougie was quick to run out the door, instead of cutting down on eating food, he had gone on: EAT EAT EAT! But the fat wouldnt plopp out on him. Lucky guy i must say. The door slammed for a second time and i heard a scream, it turned out to be James. I walked downstairs to see the 3 guys eating like pigs in the kitchen. They looked at me as i entered and smirked. "Pizza?" asked James with pizza sauce smeared all over his face. "Eh.. well.. later" I mumbled digging into the freezer finding me some chocolate ice cream. "Why you eating ice cream instead?" asked Harry looking at me with a pizza slice hanging out of his mouth, he looked like a 4 year old who was about to learn to eat like a pig. "Felt like it, now... chew... you look like a pig" i said patting his shoulder. I said down and watched them eat through two pizza boxes. "Let the last one be for me and Danny" I said as they finished the 2nd one. "Not Hungry" Said Danny who stood in the hall, looking at us, trying to get his jacket off. "Did you eat anything while you were out?" asked James "No, just a some fries from mcdonalds and a soda" He answered throwng his jacket over the banister. "You gotta eat" Said Harry. "I SAID I WASNT HUNGRY" He yelled running upstairs. "Got that clear then, we`ll leave some pizza for him after all" I said putting the ice cream away.
I saw him 2 other times that day, when he walked downstairs to eat a bit and then 1 hour later take a shower. The last week of July came and it was time for our single release in August, the choice came down to Dannys song he had written about Cory. The press was out of f .. control when it came to knowing the name and knowing the lyrics for it. Danny... well... he was not himself. We flew to yeah.. dont be shocked... Norway. A well... beautiful place outside of a city. We had picked it since we needed beaches like that. The first day on the set came. Harry was gonna walk along the beach by the water looking at it thinking, kicking the sand.
Imagine you being here forever keeps coming back to me I promise myself i wouldnt cry Its not so easy doing this without you All the memories of you keeps coming back to me again
Danny sang the song sitting in the grass with his guitar. We only helped him out during some parts when he needed back up.
Imagine us together in our own world. No worries for us to see Let me give you the promising words of a life without sadness I wish i could tell you I wish i could hold you....Just one more time
Dougie walked out on a rock on the edge of a cliff sitting down looking at the sun rise up from the water. I was scared to death seeing him out there. But it was amazing how Danny was himself as he sang the song, when the scene of him being who he was supposed to be caught my eye, i smiled and tears formed in my eyes. After Dougie had done his part it was time for some shots of Danny singing in the grass alone with his guitar. I sat down next to the director looking into the little tv screen he had.
Imagine love without the hurt of feelings when you screw up Sometimes i wish to find you in my room singing to your fave song Memories of you laughing in the rain together with me one more time I hate to see the truth I thought it was us forever
It was time for me, i was gonna do one scene where i did the back up on guitar with him. By these scenes it had gone half of the day. Then they were gonna do the rain scene where I was gonna walk alone on the road. We did all in all 30 scenes those 3 days we had in Norway. Inbetween we looked around to look at the place. In august it was time for the release of Imagine. It didnt go as suspected. It went more shocking. We released it all over the world and it went straight to number one all over the world. That didnt Danny know anything about. Until we decided to tell him on Top of the pops:
"The number one spot this week is given formly to our favorite guys in the uk, Mcfly with Imagine, the sadest but most true song when it comes to losing the one you love, i love this song.. but ... enough blabber from me... this is Mcfly" said Fearne. "We gotta slip something to Danny before we do" said Harry, Danny turned around looking at him. "What is that?" he asked with the simple fake smile aka smirk as he did when he was pissed or just sad. "Imagine is at number one... All over the world" Said Dougie. Danny turned from sad to someone who was about to have a heartattack. "Thats right mate... you`ve created a hit" I said smiling. "Thanks to the loss i had to go through" He mumbled. "Well we are not gonna perform it, we are gonna show you guys the video instead and maybe perform it next week or outside so the cam guys can film there if they wanna" i said. Video was shown and it ended with these words: In Loving Memory of Cory Larson 1986 - 2005!
After that the guys tuttled outside to find our stuff put up on the stage. We entered the stage and got ready. As we turned around i swore i could see Cory... her spirit walk through the crowd. I looked so shocked that Danny and Dougie had to shake me and ask if i was okay. "Cory...In.. in the crowd" I stuttered. "What?" Asked Danny and his eyes analyzed the crowd. "It was.. probably just something i thought i saw..." I mumbled. "We gonna perform" said Dougie and walked over to his mic The intro came and i turned to the crowd: "Show your love for Cory.. SING ALONG" I yelled as Danny looked at me and smiled.
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Post by Cydonia on Nov 22, 2005 19:40:35 GMT 1
Me looove iiiiiit ;D ;D ;D Saaaad But Nice ;D
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