Post by Lise Marie :) on Apr 22, 2007 17:25:29 GMT 1
Denne ficen ble ikke så lang i og med at eg ikke klarer å skrive mer for eg skelver sånn.... Den er basert på en sann historie! Eg håper dåke like den Vil gjerne ha kommentarer
Life is gettin' harder day by day, yeah,
And I don't know what to do or what to say, yeah,
And my mind is growing weak every step I take,
Its uncontrolable now they think I'm fake, yeah
The waves kept getting closer and closer before they hit my shoes. My eyes were going from the sunset to my shoes and up again. I didn’t care. Actually I didn’t care about anything anymore, accept from my best friend Alice. I can’t believe everything that was happening. I guess I should be in the hospital whit her. But I couldn’t stand to look at her like that, all hurt and stuff. So here I am, on the beach looking out on the sea. It felt so relaxing. I have no idea how you are suppose to feel when your best friends mum is in hospital fighting for her life.
Well first I can tell you all who I am. I’m an 18 year old boy from Bolton. My name is Daniel Alan David Jones but by friends I go as just Danny.
Alice’s mum has cancer, that’s why she is in the hospital. She got to know about a half a year ago, well you might think this is hard for the family. Yeah it is, but about to months ago Alice lost her cousin to. Alice is actually taking this pretty good. I guess it’s easier. Separating the life at school and the one at home, like living two lives. In the one at school she could be the same happy Alice as she always was, not thinking of everything back home. Taking a break from it all.
'Cos I'm not alone, no, no, no,
But I'm not alone, no, no, no,
I'm not alone
And I, I get on the train on my own, yeah,
And my tired radio keeps playin' tired songs,
And I know that there's not long to go,
Oh, and all I wanna do is just go home, yeah, yeah
I wasn’t known around the hospital, didn’t know were everything was and stuff. And I am pretty happy for that, it means that I haven’t been there much and that’s good thong, isn’t it? I was following this nurse who was showing me the way to Alice and her family. Down the hall I saw Alice sitting there all alone. I run up to her and gave her a big hug. She smiled at me. “Were are your father?” I asked looking at her. “He is in whit mum, I went out here. Needed a break” she and nodded against the door. I was worried about her. As she didn’t have any siblings it was just her and her parents. I hugged her and she looked at me, smiling. “Wane get something to eat?” I asked and she nodded and sad she wanted to go to the beach. “Just have to tell mum” she sad and walked in to her room.
On the beach I took my guitar out of my car. I had a feeling I had the use it. She looked at me smiling as we went over to the restaurant at the beach.
“It’s bloody amazing here” she said whit a grin on her face. I laugh at her and took my arm around her. We were now sitting in the sand by the weather, getting wet. “Can I ask you a thing?” I asked. “Of course” she nodded. “How come you take everything so good?” I looked at her. She just kept staring out at the sea. “I guess I’m scared. I don’t wane release that my mum is sick and can die any time soon. Everything isn’t great inside me. Like I pretend it is. It just a mess. I think its easier not showing every feeling I have. My mum knows I love her and I know she loves me.” She said after a while as the tears run down our cheeks. “no matter how this mess is going to end I will always be here for you babe” I said looking down at her. “Thank you Danny! I know you will” she said smiling up at me. And I started sing the song I write to her. Whit tears stilling falling.
Life is gettin' harder day by day, yeah,
And I don't know what to do or what to say, yeah,
And my mind is growing weak every step I take,
Its uncontrolable now they think I'm fake, yeah
'Cos I'm not alone, no, no, no,
But I'm not alone, no, no, no,
I'm not alone
And I, I get on the train on my own, yeah,
And my tired radio keeps playin' tired songs,
And I know that there's not long to go,
Oh, and all I wanna do is just go home, yeah, yeah
I'm not alone, no, no, no,
But I'm not alone, no, no, no,
People rip me for the clothes I wear,
Every day seems to be the same,
They just swear,
They just don't care,
They just don't care,
They just don't care
'Cos I'm not alone, no, no, no,
But I'm not alone, no, no, no,
I'm not alone,
Na na na na na na na...
La la la la la, yeah
I'm not alone
The end!
Life is gettin' harder day by day, yeah,
And I don't know what to do or what to say, yeah,
And my mind is growing weak every step I take,
Its uncontrolable now they think I'm fake, yeah
The waves kept getting closer and closer before they hit my shoes. My eyes were going from the sunset to my shoes and up again. I didn’t care. Actually I didn’t care about anything anymore, accept from my best friend Alice. I can’t believe everything that was happening. I guess I should be in the hospital whit her. But I couldn’t stand to look at her like that, all hurt and stuff. So here I am, on the beach looking out on the sea. It felt so relaxing. I have no idea how you are suppose to feel when your best friends mum is in hospital fighting for her life.
Well first I can tell you all who I am. I’m an 18 year old boy from Bolton. My name is Daniel Alan David Jones but by friends I go as just Danny.
Alice’s mum has cancer, that’s why she is in the hospital. She got to know about a half a year ago, well you might think this is hard for the family. Yeah it is, but about to months ago Alice lost her cousin to. Alice is actually taking this pretty good. I guess it’s easier. Separating the life at school and the one at home, like living two lives. In the one at school she could be the same happy Alice as she always was, not thinking of everything back home. Taking a break from it all.
'Cos I'm not alone, no, no, no,
But I'm not alone, no, no, no,
I'm not alone
And I, I get on the train on my own, yeah,
And my tired radio keeps playin' tired songs,
And I know that there's not long to go,
Oh, and all I wanna do is just go home, yeah, yeah
I wasn’t known around the hospital, didn’t know were everything was and stuff. And I am pretty happy for that, it means that I haven’t been there much and that’s good thong, isn’t it? I was following this nurse who was showing me the way to Alice and her family. Down the hall I saw Alice sitting there all alone. I run up to her and gave her a big hug. She smiled at me. “Were are your father?” I asked looking at her. “He is in whit mum, I went out here. Needed a break” she and nodded against the door. I was worried about her. As she didn’t have any siblings it was just her and her parents. I hugged her and she looked at me, smiling. “Wane get something to eat?” I asked and she nodded and sad she wanted to go to the beach. “Just have to tell mum” she sad and walked in to her room.
On the beach I took my guitar out of my car. I had a feeling I had the use it. She looked at me smiling as we went over to the restaurant at the beach.
“It’s bloody amazing here” she said whit a grin on her face. I laugh at her and took my arm around her. We were now sitting in the sand by the weather, getting wet. “Can I ask you a thing?” I asked. “Of course” she nodded. “How come you take everything so good?” I looked at her. She just kept staring out at the sea. “I guess I’m scared. I don’t wane release that my mum is sick and can die any time soon. Everything isn’t great inside me. Like I pretend it is. It just a mess. I think its easier not showing every feeling I have. My mum knows I love her and I know she loves me.” She said after a while as the tears run down our cheeks. “no matter how this mess is going to end I will always be here for you babe” I said looking down at her. “Thank you Danny! I know you will” she said smiling up at me. And I started sing the song I write to her. Whit tears stilling falling.
Life is gettin' harder day by day, yeah,
And I don't know what to do or what to say, yeah,
And my mind is growing weak every step I take,
Its uncontrolable now they think I'm fake, yeah
'Cos I'm not alone, no, no, no,
But I'm not alone, no, no, no,
I'm not alone
And I, I get on the train on my own, yeah,
And my tired radio keeps playin' tired songs,
And I know that there's not long to go,
Oh, and all I wanna do is just go home, yeah, yeah
I'm not alone, no, no, no,
But I'm not alone, no, no, no,
People rip me for the clothes I wear,
Every day seems to be the same,
They just swear,
They just don't care,
They just don't care,
They just don't care
'Cos I'm not alone, no, no, no,
But I'm not alone, no, no, no,
I'm not alone,
Na na na na na na na...
La la la la la, yeah
I'm not alone
The end!