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Post by mattass on Apr 30, 2005 18:19:56 GMT 1
I turned off the music and looked down on my fingers, in just a few minutes it was now 3 months since Dougie broke it off with me. The break up, i had seen it coming. And when he came up to me and and said: “Jenny, i need to talk to you” i knew that this was it. Mom came to London and picked me up the next morning, i had packed my bags and went out the door before the others had gotten up. When i got home i had called harry, when he heard about it he offered to beat him up: -What? He had screamed when i told him. -Yeah, yesterday. -You want me to beat him up? -Naah. Im sure he need this, i hope he is fine with his other chick. -His other chick? -Yeah, he fell in love with a chick he met at a party when i was sick with the flu 3 months ago. -Oh my god he is so dead tomorrow. -Dont worry about it.
-Present day- Mom peeked inside and smiled. She thought i was okay about this, thats because i havent shown her my right arm lately. “Im going to bed now, Shane wants you to read for him” She said and i smiled. I looked at the watch next to my bed! 12.02! “Alright, im just gonna log of msn” “Ok” Lenca had written something to me: <3 Harrys playmate <3 - Dougie just broke up with his chick. God damn it when i heard him tell Harry, i just wanted to bitch slap him. He obviously doesnt remember that its 3 months since you guys broke it off.
I answered her and said that i had to read for Shane and i logged off. Shane was staring at the Harry Potter poster on his wall when i walked in. “Hey bro” i said and sat down on his bed. “Hey Jen” he said and smiled.
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Post by mattass on May 2, 2005 18:33:17 GMT 1
I read some parts of the book for my brother. Then when i was about to go i did thje mistake and pulled up the sleeves on my sweater. He saw the marks, i looked at him. "Shane, dont te-" "MOM" Mom came rushing in. "Look at her right arm" he said, mom took my arm and looked at the marks. "Jenny... Why?" She asked, i saw the tears in her eyes. “Im.... Im sorry..” i mumbled and looked down. “This has gotten so out of line, your going back to London to them, but this time your gonna stay with Matt and Karoline, or Lenca and Harry” “Can i stay with Lenca and Harry, He is like my bestfriend..” “Oke, give me the phone number and i`ll call him”
The next day mom drove me to the train station, i placed my arse on the train and put my walkman on. One better, as i listened to Aaron sing it i started crying. Thats when i remembered about the concert when Dougie sang it to me. When i walked off the train i saw Harry, Lenca.... and Dougie. Harry hugged me and practically screamed: “IVE MISSED YOU JENNY SO MUCH” and the hug wasnt really like hey dawg. It was more: heeey girl i havent seen you for the past 12 years, and damn i miss u. So i was out of breath when he let go of me. "Missed you 2 Harry" i said and rubbed my ribs. I didnt bother to look at Dougie, i couldnt. We went to their house, Dougie went to the lads flat, thank god. Lenca showed me the room i could stay at. "James is here making dinner for us, since we were picking you up at the train station" she said and went out of the room. I unpacked my stuff and went downstairs, Dougie, Tom, Danny, Charlie, Karoline, Matt and James there so you know: "OH MY GOD UR BACK" and then i got squeezed once more. "Ive missed you guys" i said and met Dougies look, he was quick to look down. We ate dinner, which was actually good. After that they dragged me to the living room to tell what had happened while i was at home. "So have you been up to girl?" asked Danny and hugged me. I smiled for the first time in 3 months. "Ive just been thinking after what happened while i was here..." i said and looked at him. Dougie got up and walked out. "Whats with him?" i asked the gang. "He regrets what he did and made you do because of it" said Harry. "Mom told you?" i asked. "Yeah, she did, she is worried about you" "I regret it, and im not gonna do it again, i hope" i said and pulled up the sleeve so they could see my arm. Danny looked at my arm in shock. "God damn i wanna kick his ass now" he said and hugged me again. "Its okay, i think im over it, some how im glad we broke it off" "For real?" "Yeah, he wasnt the one for me" After that i went upstairs and went to sleep, i was so tired. Maybe i had fooled them now to think he wasnt the one. As i started singing to some new backstreet boys song(yeah i know...not the brightest music taste, but i like a lot of different music), i didnt see Harry come in and sit down on my bed. I turned around and screamed in fright, James and Matt came running upstairs. "What the hell is going on?" asked Matt, and looked at Harry and then me. "Harry scared the crap out of me" i said and turned off my mp3 player. "Well girl, i couldnt help but noticed that one hell of a voice you had" "What? My singing sucks like fuck" i mumbled. "Jenny, when Harry says he likes someones voice he likes it, and then its good 2" said James. "Yeah right, and im your secret fucker" James got very redish in his face and i chuckled, he looked at me. "Like i would wanna fuck you, your older than me, your very hot but...no" "Hmm...right" said Matt and went downstairs. I went back to putting up some stuff and noticed that Harry havent gone. So i turned around and faced him. "What?" He looked at me and smiled. "You`ll see" he said and went downstairs, i wondered what he had ment with that. Then 3 weeks later i found out what, there was some kinda thingy going on in Hyde park, stars singing and people trying out to might be discovered by a talent hunter or whatever its called. I didnt know what it was until i was dragged down there to ``listen to stars`` perform. Dougie and i hadnt spoken at all, and he came with us. I was mad because of that. "Okey, your number 5, after Blazin squad have performed" said Harry. "Huh?" i said and looked at him with a weird look. "Your performing" "WHAT?" "Yes, your going on as number 5" "HARRY YOUR DEAD" i screamed and hit him. A few stars and try out fellahs and chicks later: "Well the next one aint a famous star, well she is know for dating Dougie Poynter, until he got sick of her, Jenny is signed up by Harry for a perfomance, she is singing Incomplete by the backstreet boys" said Strider and i got pushed out on stage(by Harry, James and Tom, they are dead when im done out on stage). I looked at the crowd. "Uhm Hello people, i dont really wanna do this but i was signed up so i guess i have to do it" The music was put on and i started. I put all my heart into it because i ment it, without him(you know who) i was incomplete. The song ended and i looked at the crowd. "Maybe you see now Dougie what you did, with my heart and my soul, you broke it, you broke my dreams and you broke my heart into a thousand pieces, until i realised you werent worth it" i said and went backstage. I met him backstage, knowing he was crying for what i said i just walked away. Harry came over and smiled before he gave me a rib crushing hug. "You were G-O-O-D and in the big words GREAT" he yelled. "No i wasnt" i said. "Yes you were, and well i forgot to tell you, after everyone have performed the people who sang, not the stars, are going out there again to be picked out as the 5 best, then your singing one more song and they are gonna decide whos gonna be able to record a song thats gonna be released as a single" "Okey, you wanna get chopped up now or later?" i asked, he sent me a smile before he dragged me over to the rest of the gang. Lenca was on the phone with some friend over in Norway. The rest was talking about some stuff, i didnt bother to talk with them. I looked at Dougie that wiped tears off his face and tried to talk on his cellphone. It was time to walk out on stage again with all the others, Emma Griffiths was hosting it. "Time to find out who`s gonna be the winner here, we have 10 good singers, now did ya`ll think Jamie was good?" she said and stood next to the first singer. The scream was loud, i smiled and looked at Harry who was giving me the thumbs up. "How about Jenny deserves a place in the 5 best ones" she asked and threw her arm around my shoulders. I got a space as the 5 best ones. Next stage was coming up, we had to sing one more song. Some guy named Alex won and i came as number 2. "Well guess what you two, your both giving out a single" she said, i looked at her. I went backstage and tried to find something to drink. We went home and i went upstairs. The next day Lenca and Harry dragged me to the movies, damn was fun. Watch the movie and listened to them sucking lips. When the movie was done we went home again, as they went outside in the garden to study each other i got on the phone and ordered a pizza, as i put the phone down James came in. He was wearing a sicpuppy visor and shorts, no shirt. I couldnt help but stare. He had noticed because when i shaked my head to get those naughty thoughts out of my head, well he chuckled and walked past me. My look moved 3 stairs down to a very specific part of his back part. Harry had obviously walked inside again cuz he poked me and said: "Stop staring at James, he knows that he is hot" he mumbled, my face went from the browish color i had to a nice shade of red. "Sheesh, you really know how to ruin someones naughty thinking, i was thinking about what i could with him in bed" i said and walked outside. I could hear them talk: "Did you just hear that?" asked James. "Yeah, Jenny wants to shag you" said Harry. "Cool"
"Hey Lenca, whucha doing?" i asked and sat down, she was floating around on a plastic thingy in the pool, i put my feet in the water and looked at her. She sent me a weird look from where she was. "Thinking, you?" she asked. "Shocking the boys, James thinks i wanna shag him" I answered. "Nice, he probably wouldnt mind that" "Haha, yeah, im sure he is desperate" The next thing that happend was just in a flash, i was pushed into the pool, and someone jumped after me.
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Post by lenca on May 5, 2005 22:59:42 GMT 1
awwww... Nice ;D More!!
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Post by mattass on May 6, 2005 18:15:18 GMT 1
yes dawg...! når handa virke bedre..og æ kan føre inn d æ ha skreve. Men not now...! Hakke skreve så mye så
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Post by lenca on May 9, 2005 0:31:25 GMT 1
Hmmm... Men skriv så fort du kan eller har muligheten til d da
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Post by mattass on May 12, 2005 20:10:48 GMT 1
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Post by mattass on May 20, 2005 20:00:26 GMT 1
Tiihii A Little Bit of Update on the story...Æ e så flink... When i saw who it was, i smiled. There in the middle of the pool stood James. Harry had a seriously big grin on his face. I splashed water on him and chuckled when he made a angry face and showed me the finger. Danny, Dougie and Tom came outside to us. “Hey Guys, come join us in the pool” i said and smiled at them. Danny came out in the pool, Dougie and Tom just watched. Matt and Karoline later on came outside and joined Dougie and Tom watching us goof off. I tried to drown Harry and Danny at once, that didnt go so well, Danny and James jumped on me and Harry made me swallow a lot of water. When i had enough i went up and inside, the other boys and Karoline who hadnt joined us came inside. When i came down after changing i noticed that Dougie was really down and not talking. Karoline dragged me into the kitchen, she needed help with the pizza. We fixed the pizza and went out to the others. I met James` eyes, he licked his lips and smiled. When i showed him the finger he gawked. We watched a movie and the others went home, i said goodnight to Lenca and Harry(who were checking out each other necks) and went to sleep. The next day they dragged me to a concert, u know which one. Mcfly, have i told you that im gonna kill Lenca and Karoline for dragging me along? Unless i havent you know now. I sat down and watched as some wackos sang their heart out to the teeny chicks who wanted to jump on stage and rape them. Then Mcfly entered, i smiled as i saw them. I loved going to their concerts, they waved at us. Some chick hit my head and i gave her the finger. “Fuck off bitch” i said. “You fuck off, Dougie is mine” she said. “You know, i dont fucking care, he broke my heart, he broke my soul, he crushed my dreams, so if you want that 2, go ahead, jump on stage and rape him, see if i care” “Bitch” “Whore” They played and havent noticed the chick fight, then suddenly the lights went off. The girls smiled. When the lights came back on Dougie were alone, i looked at him, tears were falling from his face. He sniffed and looked out on the crowd. “As Jenny said, i broke her heart, so please listen to this then Jenny” he said, i looked down. The beginning of Incomplete came out of the speakers, he met my look and i saw the hurt look. The soul that was breaking as i kept being mad at him. He was hurting as much as i. As i listened to the chorus i broke down in tears: I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you I’m awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete I got up and ran out of the building, what i didnt know was that Dougie followed me. Outside i stopped to dry the tears away from my face, he put a hand on my shoulder. “Jenny... can u please just hear me out” he said, i turned around. “Do you really wanna make up something that isnt true? Do you really want me back? Did you really love me? You broke my heart Dougie, i thought you cared about me. And that you did what you did, i just cant forgive you. You screwed up. I had to deal with what was coming after the break up, as you went on fucking some bimbo who were after you because of the fame. If you looked deeper in my soul you would have seen that i loved you because of who you are, not because you could get me to the top and to the cool kids in this business. You just cant read me well enough, we are better of without each other” i said and went to the diner across the road and left him standing there with his bodyguards in the rain. A month passed, we barely spoke to each other. I recorded the single and it went pretty well on the sale. 2 years later: Life was going good with me, i moved to london after the little confession during the concert. I was making living writing now, it was cool as i got to do what i loved. Harry and i were really good friends, he understood and never actually invited me to the concerts. He had talked to the others about it too. I sat in the living room watching tv as Karoline locked herself in, i had given Harry, Karoline and James a key to the flat.
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Post by mattass on May 24, 2005 18:45:34 GMT 1
She looked at me and smiled, i smiled back and chewed on some popcorn. “Whucha doing?” She asked. “Watching a re-run of everybody loves raymond, should be called Everybody hates raymond” i answered. She chuckled and looked at the screen. We watched the rest of the show and i went to take a shower. As i came walking down the stairs i heard Karoline talk to Harry and James: “Yeah i got a plan to make them get back together, we just gotta get the others on our team and start trying” She said. James and Harry said yes at the spot. I smiled and made some noise so they knew i was coming. “Hey guys” i said and smiled. “Hey Jenny” “Whats up?” I asked and looked at them. “Nothing much...just looking at ur but-I mean im just thinking” said James. “nice one” mumbled Karoline. I just heard Harry mumble: Someones horny! I couldnt helpt but giggle. A week later Lenca had called me and asked me to come over, when she opened she smiled as Harry had just said: Im pregnant. Harry came running down the stairs: “Dude whats going on? Are you pregnant?” i asked and looked at him. “Wuuut? No, how can you think that? What? What have you heard? Lenca hasnt said anything?” he looked shocked and like some wacko dude on drugs when he said that. “Dude, you need meds..” i said and went into the living room. Everyone else was there when i came into the living room. “Woah, this must be big” Dougie said, i looked at him and set him the `` your a fucking asshole`` look. 2 minutes later they came into the living room, looking so happy holding hands, i smiled. “Yeah so tell us” Said Karoline. “We`re...” “Your getting married?” asked Danny shocked. “Danny?” I asked. “Yeah Jenny?” he asked. “Your stupid..” “WHAT?” “Danny probably u were drunk when it happend, but we got married 3 years ago” said Harry. “Yeah, pay attention freckles....” i said in a angry tone. “Sheesh” I could hear him mumble. Silence came after that.
More silence.
4 minutes later(i checked my watch). “We`re gonna have a baby” said Lenca. “WHAT?” we all asked. “Yeah she is so cute...those long hairy ears..” “You talking about a baby or a friggin dog?” Lenca stopped in the middle of her sentence and gawked. Harry turned around and smiled. “Did you think Lenca was pregnant?” asked Harry and chuckled. “Yeah, isnt she?” asked Matt. “No, we getting a dog” “Oh my god you scared the crap out of us, its just a dog” said Dougie and fell down on the couch. Lenca sent him the look that said: Say that again and i`ll kick ur friggin ass.
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Post by Anneli! <3 on May 24, 2005 20:09:51 GMT 1
;D me like it
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Post by mattass on May 24, 2005 20:25:24 GMT 1
Tænk ju ;D Im so good...neija...jævlig innbilsk kan vi si..! Hmm...ska sje om æ får skreve litt meir i morra på den...
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Post by lenca on May 30, 2005 0:27:48 GMT 1
Me likie so far ;D
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Post by mattass on Jul 10, 2005 21:39:42 GMT 1
wiiih! æ har skrevve meir på ficcen men har itj posta det...skal gjør det gaaaaanske snart
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Post by mattass on Jul 23, 2005 14:27:26 GMT 1
yes, finally...Æ fikk rævva i gir og oppdaterte ficcen igjen....Hehe...Meir denna gangen....og .... assa æ skriv bare det som falle meg inn .... så jah...Buuut here it is:
Dougie didnt seem to notice that but Danny who acted like an airhead did. He sat there laughing and pointing at Lenca and Harry. "Danny will ya shut the fuck up" i said and threw a empty bottle in his head. "Bitch" he yelled and walked into the kitchen. I went in after him and bitch slapped him and went out the door, back in the flat they were talking about what i just did with Danny. When i looked myself in the flat there was a new message for me, i bushed the button and sat down on the couch:
Hey Jenny! Its me. Why did you bitch slap Danny? I only could think of one reason: You like him. And then i mean more than a friend.
Call me back.
I looked down and couldnt figure out what to do. Did i like him? Like i wanted to be with him? I just couldnt find the right answer. As i got up to call Danny, he locked himself into the flat. I sent him a ; Im sorry! look and sat down again. "Why did you slap me?" he said and sat down. "I dont know" i answered and looked him into the eyes, damn you could get lost in them. "Thats a lie, there is a reason" he mumbled. I didnt answer. 3 days later they invited me over to watch a movie. But i said no, i couldnt go. So instead they came over when i was supposed to sit in my pajamas, eating candy, drinking so much alcohol that i could. "Damn, i was gonna get drunk" i said, Danny just smiled and sat down. "Lets all get drunk then, what do you say?" asked Dougie. "Yeah, fine then" i said and looked at all the bottles on my table. I took a new bottle from the table and drank it, harry gawked. He sent me a questioning look. The others hadnt noticed so i just continued to drink during the next hours. Around 12 i was very drunk and hung around Danny a lot, he didnt seem to hate it. I looked at Harry and Lenca, they were smooching under the stairs, they looked like two 7 year olds trying to hide from their parents while making out. Danny came over sat down, Dougie sent me a bitchy look and went into the kitchen. The next day i was really hungover, Danny and Harry came by as i was in the bathroom puking my guts out. When i came out again so they could see my face they laughed even harder. "Rude guys" i mumled and ran into the bathroom again. While i was puking now i heard them talk: "She is trying to hide something with drinking, why cant she just talk to me, we`re bestfriends" Harry said to Danny. "Maybe she just wants to fix it her own way?" Danny asked. "Who knows, im gonna find out" mumbled Harry as an answer. I walked out again to them and sat down. They looked down and didnt say a thing to me. Harry`s phone rang after 10 minutes of silence. He took it and went into the kitchen, Karoline and Lenca looked their way into the flat and joined us. Matt and James came 5 minutes later. Something was going on as they all came, the only ones missing now was Tom and Dougie. A little later they appeared at the door, i frowned and fell down from the couch, when i got up Danny was laughing with the rest of the people. I hmfed at them and went outside, lenca set there glaring at a tree. She looked up at me and smiled when she heard me. "What is it?" i said. "Nothing serious" she said, something was going on. "Oh come on Lene, i know something is up" "Alright, the marriage is going down the drain, we`re falling apart from each other" "What? Are you serious? How do you know?" "He is always out partying, we hardly speak to each other properly, when i try to hug him he just pushes me away, i dont know what to do" "God, you guys have seriously hidden it well, when did this happen?" i asked. "By the time you moved back here to London" she said. That was a long time i thought to myself, she started crying so i pulled her into a hug. I was gonna bring them back together for real this time, i made them meet so they fell inlove and they got married. 2 weeks later Harry and i went out, he really wanted to go when i asked him, little did he know that this was a set up for what Lenca had told me. He got really drunk that night end when i knew i could start talking, i did: "Lenca told me that your marriage is going down the drain, why?" "What?" he choked on the beer. "Yeah, can you tell me why?" i asked. "Uhm.... i dont know...I guess i just love her so much, and i gotta find out what i really want with this further, because she has been talking about kids" he said. "Well i think you guys are ready for it, you are both 23 and well in love with each other.... " "You are right about that, i really do love her, so much that when i think about her when we are on tour i wanna cry and just cancel the tour because i wanna go home to her, hold her, kiss her.... i just... i never thought i could feel this way about a girl" "See, you know what i think, you both wait til you are 25 and then maybe try and have babies, because you have been married for about 5 years then and you are more mature....what do you say?" i asked. "You know, i really do understand why you and i are bestfriends, you give me good advice and you really understand me, like i understand you and can see that you are falling for Danny" he said with a smile, i stared at him. "How did you notice that?" i asked bright red. "You slapped him, and you were so bitchy around him that day when we told you guys about the puppy we were getting" "Is it that obvious?" "Yeah, Danny has started asking me about it" "Oh no" We went home around 2.30 that night, i locked myself into the apartment and sat down on the couch, there was a new message for me on the answering machine.
Hey hunney. Uhm, im sorry but i was kinda drunk so i told Danny. He is on his way over the your flat now. Please dont hate me, i know you love me. *mwah* Good night, dont hump danny 2 tight.
I frowned and sat down again really pissed off,Harry was so gonna gonna get a foot up his ass. Danny locked himself into the apartment and i smiled a redish smile. The next thing i knew he was on my lap kissing me. "What took you so long?" he asked. "I was scared" "Im glad you were, i really had to find out what i wanted, now i know, i want you" he said and pulled me up. He carried me up the stairs and into my bedroom where he got ontop of me taking my clothes off while we made out. So we ended up humping that night and we fell asleep holding each other. The next morning i woke up by someone pulling away carefully, i looked up and smiled. Danny was so cute, i got up and got dressed. Now i didnt have to get drunk every night trying to forget my feelings for him. When we sat in the kitchen eating he asked how long i had been crushin on him: "Since a few weeks before Karoline broke up with you, and when we were in the park, i knew what i wanted" i answered and looked at him. "And you hid it from Dougie?" "Yeah" "Wow man"
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Post by mattass on Jul 23, 2005 14:28:13 GMT 1
Harry who now was walking into the kitchen smiled like shite, i laughed. Danny seemed to be ignore Harry, I sat down and smiled at them. 3 weeks later i sat in the bathroom holding a pregnancy test, why had we humped without protection? Danny was gonna flip. "JENNY" Yelled James on the other side of the door. "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT?" i yelled back. "Sheesh, i was just gonna ask if you wanted to go out and eat pizza with me and Harry" "Aiight, two seconds" i answered. I looked at the test again. My heart stopped, thee colour for: Yep your pregnant, your pretty screwed now. How the hell was i gonna tell Danny? As i got up Harry knocked on the door, i unlocked it and dragged him into the bathroom. I managed to hold the test infront of him and he gawked. "What the hell?" he asked. "Ive missed my period for 6 days now" i answered.He hugged me and cried, so i started to cry too. James peeked inside and smiled. "So cute guys, but im hungry" "Oh shut up James, Jenny is pregnant" "As i said im hungry can we go now befo-Im sorry what did you say?" 2 days later everyone was gathered in the living room, i sat down infront of them and tried to smile. Danny held my hand and smiled, he didnt know, yet. Harry patted my shoulder and smiled, Lenca held a thight grip around their puppy Fluffy(Harry named him). "I got something to tell" I said, and looked at them with tears in my eyes. "What is it darling?" Asked Karoline. "Well..... Danny is ... he is... well...he is gonna be a father" i mumbled. The glasses they all were holding was sent straight to the floor, breaking into a million pieces. Danny turned around and looked at me, i could see how he felt. Tom got up and hugged me. "We`re backing you up one hundred percent if you decide to have the baby" he said. "You are?" "Yes, of course" said Lenca, she smiled at Harry. "Well i dont want to kill a innocent life" i said. 4 months later Lenca, Harry, James, Karoline and Matt + me were shopping stuff for the little baby girl i was having in 5 months. Harry and James went mental in the toy section buying everything they could find pretty cool for the little baby. When we were sitting in the cafee eating Matt brought up the godparents thingy. "Have you thought about that yet?" he asked. "Yeah, i have, do you guys wanna know who i picked and was hoping would say yes?" i asked. "Yeah" they all said. "Lenca, Harry, James, Karoline and .... And dougie actually. Do you guys wanna do it?" Lenca choked on her diet coke trying to catch her breath she nodded like she had been asked if she could go on tour with a group she was loving to bits. I smiled and waited for the rest of them to answer. "Of course we would" "Im sorry Matt for not picking you, i just havent gotten so much along with you, even though i dont speak to Dougie anymore i want him to be one of them who takes care of my daughter if Danny and i die, i was hoping i could get you guys to fix it so i could ask Dougie tonight" "Yeah" they answered. "Its okay that you didnt pick me, i understand, if you did pick me it would be really nice but, its good that you picked Dougie, he was after all your bestfriend" "Thank you Matt, i appriciate it so much" Later on that night James dragged Dougie into my apartment where i was waiting. "And your are gonna listen to what she has to say, or im kicking your ass Dougeh" said James and took off. He looked at me and sat down, i coughed. I went into the kitchen and got something to drink. "I got something to ask you, i was hoping you would say yes" i said and sat down. "Bring it on" he said in a bitchy tone. "Look... I really dont feel like i wanna be friends with you again, You bitched me around and fucked up my life when you broke it off, you ruined my life.... i got over it, im dating Danny now. I really like him and we are having a baby in 5 months. All i wanted to ask you was if you wanted to be my daughters godfather, but now i really think you should get the hell out of here. Please go" i said and pointed at the door trying not to cry. He got up and went out the door. Danny and James came inside and looked at me. "How did it go?" they both asked. "Not good" "We kinda saw that, he was crying" said James. Mom came flying in the next day, she was pretty not pissed off. And heck i was glad for that, as James and i picked her up on the airport i couldnt help but notice the people at the airport glaring at me. "I dont like this" i said and looked at James. "Well then, you try being a celebrity, people jump on you then" answered James as he spotted my mum in the crowd of people. He ran over picked her up and swung her around for a hug. "Happy to see you 2 james" said mum and i hugged her. "Your not mad at me because of the pregnancy thingy?" i asked. "Nope" We went home and saw the other guys watching a movie, i smiled at them as mom came in, all the guys who knew my mother rushed up to hug her. Dougie wasnt there and mom had noticed. "We`re not really friends anymore" I answered. "You guys need to fix this whole thing between you all 3" "All 3?" asked Danny. "Well you boy got my daughter pregnant, you are in on this thing too, Dougie still likes my daughter and he is afraid if he tries to fix things between her and him, well you will get mad or something else with him, he doesnt want the band to break up because of this"
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Post by mattass on Jul 23, 2005 14:28:43 GMT 1
"Ive had a lot of talks with him, and tried to tell him to fix it, and just take everything as it comes" said Lenca. "You`ve talked to him?" i asked. "Yeah" Over the next two weeks mom and me talked, hung out, she helped around the flat. And she tried to fix things between me and Dougie. Mcfly had a release party at the end of the month and i really didnt want to go. Mom of course dragged me with her, Harry gave her a high five when she appeared at the door with me along. "We`ll fix the rest" He said. I looked at him with a angry look on my face, and hit his arm. "Owww what did you do that for?" He asked. "Because you are doing something which i already dont like" Later on just before they were gonna perform from the album, Harry wanted me to see something in the dressing room. I walked along with him and hfm`ed for myself. As i walked into the dressing room i saw Dougie there. And when i looked back Harry slammed the door shut and locked it. "FUCK YOU HARRY, IM SO FUCKING GONNA PUNCH YOUR FACE IN, ASSHOLE" i yelled. "Its not gonna work to slam on the door, its not his face" said Dougie. "Well his face is gonna be fixed properly soon anyway,by none other than me"
I sat down and looked at the wall, 1 hour later i was getting sick of waiting. Dougie looked at me as i walked back and forth on the floor. "You trying to make a hole in the floor?" he asked. "No, im mad, pissed off, wanna kick some serious ass, They are all gonna get it, trust me, i know im knocked up but i can still kick, and harry is the lucky one whos gonna taste my foot up his fucking ass, that hobbit" i said and leaned on the wall. "We are supposed to fix things they mean, right?" "Looks like it" "Im sorry" "For what? That you crushed my heart? That you made me wait for something that was never gonna happen? The wedding? I fuckinged loved you dougie" "Yeah, cuz i saw how much you wanted to be with Danny, i didnt want you to suffer in a relationship where you didnt belong" "Yeah right, i did like Danny, but i loved you" "Well then i made a mistake" "Thats right, by coming into my life" "No, cuz the years as your friend was heaven to me, you were everything to me" "That is just bullshit" "No its not, i really am sorry for what i did, i just wanted to make things right, and yeah it ment that i had to hurt you, but you guys are dating now arent you?" "After two years yeah, so you just made me suffer for TWO FUCKING YEARS" i said in a angry and sad voice. "Gee sorry" "You should be" "I am" "Fine" I looked down, i just wanted to go home. Dougie played with the guitar next to him. 30 minutes later James popped his head in and check on us. He smiled and looked at us, i sent him a angry look. "You guys okay?" he asked. "Yeah, we are" i said. "Oh no i can see your not, Tom told the people they wont play before you guys have fixed everything" he said.I gave him the finger and he took off. Dougie chuckled and looked at me, i met his eyes. 15 minutes later i dared look at him again. The first one talk again about everything between us was Dougie, so when harry came back he smiled. 2 hours later they let us out of the room and i could watch the guys perform the songs from their new album. As i stood there watching them perform i felt the baby kick, i took a hard grip around my mothers arm. She looked at me and then placed a hand on my stomach, Danny noticed it. "She is kicking" i formed with my lips. He grinned like hell and jumped up in the air. Tom stopped in the middle of the sentence of his part and looked at Danny. Dougie laughed and continued to play. 2 and a half month later the boys were on the top of the pops and i were home at my parents house. I was playing with our dog Ringo, and as i got up i felt that something was going on. "MOM" i yelled. She came running and saw me supporting myself on a chair. "What is it?" she asked. "Im having the baby" "Oh my god, i gotta call an ambulance, i gotta call the guys... i gotta pack you some clothes.." "Mom i can call the boys and the ambulance" i said. "Ok thank god..." she mumbled. I searched the living room for the phone found it and i called Lenca: -Hey lenca. -Hey Jenny, whats up? -Well..thats why i was calling....Im having the baby now...! -Oh my i gotta find Danny... I suddenly heard her running.. -MOVE IT JAMES. -MOVE YOUR ASS GERI. -MOVE YOUR ASS WHO EVER YOU ARE. I smiled as i listened to her. Then she said: -Oh thank god, there you are danny.... -What? -Jenny is going into labor now. -WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? -She is having the friggin baby. -We gotta cancel our performance...
I didnt bother to listen to em, i was having a contraction.
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