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Post by mattass on Jan 4, 2006 18:20:39 GMT 1
- Jane - I took the phone James had handed me and looked at it. Making the call to his mother, i didnt wanna do it. But it had to be done. On the third ring somebody answered the phone:
- Dougie is that you? - No, Its Jane. - Jane? - Peterson. - Oh, where is dougie? - He is in the hospital. Who am i talking to? - Its his mother. - Alright, look.. Dougie is in a pretty bad condition. He needs 24/7 care, he is so broken down from things he has gone through in the past years that he took off like the news has informed you about, we found him today. On top of the roof at Wembely hotel, he was ready to jump from the roof, my 4 year old son made him not do it, when i was gonna help him up from where he sat i got blood on my hands, he had slit his right wrist, just as i had yelled to Tom to get the paramedics he passed out because he had lost so much blood. James took shirts and things around his wrist to make it stoop bleeding so much, it didnt go so well, but tom came back with two paramedics who called for a helicopter to come to the wembley hotel roof. He is now in the hospital, they have stopped the bleeding, he is awake and they are giving him blood now. The thing is, before the guys came the doctor told me that he needs to be taken care of 24/7, the boys have performances, the busted boys so they cant be around all the time, Dougies band is going on tour in just a few weeks and that means he needs someone on tour with him, i cant come along because of the shelter and support homes im managing + i have a son. And im pregnant with Dougies kid now so i gotta take things easy. - Your pregnant? - Yes, im one month pregnant with Dougie child. - Oh my god. - Yeah, you could say that. - I can see why you called, im gonna pack my bags and come down to london. - Good. He needs you more than ever now. - I know, allthough he has enough support with you there. - Im not the right one to take care of him all though i try my hardest. - Yeah, i know, I`ve had my talks with Dougie since you two became a couple. - I didnt know. - Dont worry, he has asked me if he did the right thing about taking you into his troubled life. Its nothing bad about the talks. He loves you so much and he is afraid your gonna walk out on him. - Allthough i did a mistake by getting drunk and have sex with James doesnt mean im gonna walk out on him. I just hope he can forgive me for doing something stupid like that. - He will. Dont worry. - I hope so. - Dont worry Jane. Well im gonna pack my bags now explain to the rest of the family whats going on and come down there. Im gonna call on the train before it goes down there to tell when i arrive. - Alright, i better get back to the boys. - Ok. See you jane in a few hours. - Yeah. Bÿe. - Bye Honey.
I hung up and took a deep breath, i made the call to the shelter and went back into the room to the boys. Dougie was awake, the guys saw what was gonna happen and left the room. "Im sorry for doing what i with james...." I said taking his hand. "Dont worry.. I understand why... i fucked up things by leaving.." He said smiling. "No, i was afraid you were gonna leave me forever.. I jumped to the next guy i thought would fit for me..." "Please... I dont mind what you did. But.. how do you this one isnt his.." He said putting a hand on my stomach. "I asked them to run a test on James to see if it was his... it didnt match... and the only ones i have had sex with is you and him... " "Oh.." "Yeah... so this one is yours.." I answered.
4 months later x-x
"JANE" Yelled Dougies mom and i walked downstairs to her. "Whats going on?" I asked. "Im taking Dougie and David with me to the mall.. wanna come?" She asked. "Sure.. gotta do some clothes shopping for this little baby girl.." I said putting a hand on my passily big stomach. Dougie entered from the kitchen and saw me holding a hand on my stomach. "Aww....did she kick?" He asked putting a hand on my stomach, grinning like mad. "No.. " Said Mrs Poynter laughing. "Oh...... Come on david.. we`re going toy shopping now" He said picking david up swinging him around. "He is gonna be the perfect dad" I said as mrs poynter helped me with my coat. "I agree on that part" Said Mrs poynter closing the door. Getting into the car James called me. - Yeah? - Mhm. Okay, yeah, we are going to the mall now so i can drop by and check on it. - yeah. She is fine. yeah... haha, ok. - Alright bye. Dougie looked at me. "What was that about?" He asked. "There had been a fight at the shelter and i had to check it out" I answered taking a play car out of Davids hands as he kept hitting dougies car seat with it. "Alright.. we can stop by there first then.." Said Mrs poynter backing out of the drive way. "Aiight" I mumbled shaking my upper body to that girl on the radio. Dougie looked at me and giggled.
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Post by mattass on Jan 5, 2006 22:49:02 GMT 1
As we arrived at the shelter i got out of the car and wobbled my way into the shelter with Dougie on my tail. He was obviously gonna follow every step i did. Finding the one set on duty to watch over things at the shelter when i wasnt there i asked what had happend as i saw two guys around 30-40 with bleeding noses and black eyes. "Well they just suddenly started fighting.. something about some clothes... I dont know" Mark the guy i was asking answered. "Alright.. well lets see... talk to them... have someone look at their bruises and then send them to the support homes" I said putting a hand on my back as i felt my back get sore again. "We`ll do miss" Said Mark and walked over to them. "That was quick" Mumbled Dougie taking my hand as we walked out of there. "Well ive been in charge of this shelter and two support homes for over a year now... i know what to do finally... In the start i was like a turtle...didnt get anything until James and a guy he had contacted helped me the first 2 months" I said as we got to the car, i got inside in the back and looked at David playing with mrs poynters cellphone. "David.. did you take Dougies mothers phone?" I asked looking at him. He stopped throwing it up in the air and looked at me with his super sweet smile saying: "No.." before he grinned again. "Give Mrs Poynter back her phone or you will get no toys at the toy store, got it?" I said giving him a warning. "Yes mommy" He mumbled. "Good, give her to the phone" "Yes" He said and handed mrs poynter her phone. She smiled as she took the phone and turned around again starting the car. Getting to the mall i picked up David and walked inside, some little girls ran over to me as they saw who i was. I smiled and looked at them ready to answer what they was about to ask me. "Are you Dougies girlfriend?" asked one little girl. "Yes, i am" I answered smiling. "Is it Dougies baby you are having?" Asked one little brown haired girl holding onto her mothers hand. "Yes, we are gonna have a little baby together" I answered just as Dougie walked up to us. "Hey girls" Said Dougie smiling. "Heeey dougie" they squealed. "Whats up?" Asked Dougie putting a hand around my waist. "They are just waiting for you, David, me and your mom will be at the toystore" I said walking away with David on my arm. Mrs poynter followed me smiling to the toy store. I walked around with my hands on my back to support it, for the second time in just a little over 4 years i was pregnant. Remembering how much sick i was with David i felt grumpy just reminding myself i wasnt supposed to eat much candy as i now was pregnant. David ran up to me holding some big truck and i smiled picking it up to carry. "Your spoiling both, your son and Dougie" Said Mrs Poynter. "Well David is my son, Dougie is my boyfriend..." I answered. "You know your not gonna be able to do anything in 4 months when she is born" "I know... but if he tries anything im gonna put him back in his place.. Im the mother here, he isnt the one carrying our little baby girl for 9 months..." "True sweety, just let me know how that goes" She said laughing. David looked at us and put his hands on his hips to signal: Im shopping here. Toys! LETS GO! "We are coming honey, allthough mommy cant move so fast as she is carrying your little sister" Said Sam aka mrs poynter. "Ok" Mumbled sam. Seconds later Dougie came running in full speed into the store smiling. He slowed up as he spotted us and took my hand grinning from head to toe. David squealed as he saw Dougie because he knew he would get everything he wanted as he was with David. I didnt like having Dougie there as David was toy shopping. "Did you get phone numbers?" I asked looking at Dougie taking the toys i was carrying for David. "Pfft.. well yeah but i wanted to see you so i took off.." He said smiling at me. "Aww sweet" I said giving him a light kiss right infront of his mother. "DONE" said David as he sat down looking at us 10 minutes later. "Honey.. are you feeling okay?" I asked trying to sit down. "Yes.. why?" He asked. "Yeah.. david are you sick?" asked Dougie. "Daddy...No..Not sick..." Answered David as Dougie picked him up. "Alright.. Lets go pay for these things.. Im hungry so i wanna eat at mcdonalds.. big mac.. " said Dougie licking his lips. Mrs poynter and i just followed the two boys. As i sat down at mcdonalds i let out a sign of relief, walking around for 1 hour was so much of a pain for me. Mrs poynter looked at me, something about her look told me she didnt like the way i was thanking the lord i was sitting down now. Dougie came back with David walking next to him, I looked at David and then Dougie, David had a huge big mac, a happy meal, some weird thingys and a soda. Besides that he had gotten toys for a lot of money today from me and dougie. "Dougie.. I know David is like a son to you.. but you gotta stop giving in.." I said taking my big mac and soda. "I know.. but when he gives me that puppy dog eyes.. I cant say no to him" Said Dougie sitting down and pulling David up on his lap since i couldnt have him on mine. "David, I told you not to give him the puppy dog eyes.. your gonna be without any toys for the rest of the day now... Im your mother and your gonna listen to me when i tell you not to do things" I said looking at him. "Sorry mom" He said, i could see tears fill up in his eyes. "Ok, you can play with your toys til 6 today, after that, no more til tomorrow. alright?" I asked. "Yes" He mumbled halfly smiling at me. "Good" I mumbled and Dougie sent me a: Seriously Jane! look. I just gave him the tongue, he wasnt the parent of David, i was. As we got back Danny greeted us at the door, he looked at me and then at my stomach smiling. Putting a hand on it he grinned like hell and squealed as he obviously felt a kick. "She is gonna be just like her dad" He said laughing as Dougie looked at him shocked. "What?" asked Danny. "Nothing.." mumbled Dougie carrying the toy bags up stairs. Harry came out of the kitchen and smiled as he saw us, as Danny he put a hand on my stomach and grinned. "She is still there.." I said grinning. "Yay.. man i cant wait til she is born.." Said Danny smiling at me while popping the tv on waiting for his fave show to start. Tom came rushing in saying they had to go to some performance at totp last minute call they had gotten. "Aw man.. come on.." Complained Harry. "You chose this things as you came in to audition for mcfly remember?" Stated Tom while putting his shoes on, Dougie walked past and pushed Tom a bit so he fell over. Danny looked at Tom swimming like a fish on the floor to get up and ended up laughing constantly. "Your so getting back for that Dougie" Said Tom giving him the warning finger. "Oooh.. Im wetting my pants already" Grinned Dougie. I kissed Dougie goodbye and wobbled over to the sofa ready to sleep for 10 hours straight, Sam aka mrs poynter walked into the kitchen to make dinner or something. As soon as my head hit the cushion i fell asleep. Nothing was gonna wake me up at all right now, oh damn i must say it was such a joy to finally be able to sleep now. When your preggers things can tend to be a bladder when it comes to sleep. Every night i had to get up at least 10 times to go to the loo, or David woke up having nightmare,he had gotten those a lot after i found out i was pregnant and after the scene at Wembley hotel roof. But thank god Dougie was doing better now at least. I was glad he was starting to get back from everything he was scared or sick of. 2 hours of sleep later the boys got back and i got woken up by Danny patting my big stomach. I looked up and saw him sitting by my side smiling, not to be mistaken he was wishing the baby would pop out now. "Dinner" Yelled Mrs poynter from the kitchen. Danny got up and started walking towards the kitchen to eat, i cried out for help and he came back taking my hands to get me up from the couch. Now these days i needed help to get up from the couch, the bathtub, the bed, the kitchen chair, the floor. Sitting down at the kitchen table i giggled and sniffed out in the air, i could sniff the pizza. And that Tom had used a lot of hair gel, i looked at him and smirked. "What?" He asked. "No... just hating that i could smell anything now... it sucks... so no one should have smelly feet.. which i think i have now, better take a shower" i said digging into the pizza. Dougie just looked at me and smiled. I sighed as i finished the first pizza slice, being pregnant.. i was sick of it. In 4 months the kid better pop out when she is supposed to. "Anybody wanna be pregnant?" I asked. All 4 boys and James who just had arrived stopped dead in their tracks and looked at me. "Ok, im not saying i wanna knock you up... Kinda hard as Dougie has made me pregnant.. I ment.. do you wanna take over for me carrying this little girl?" I asked. "What did i miss? Its a girl?" Asked James. "Yeah, i found out this morning actually" I answered. "Cool" He said stealing one slice of pizza sitting down next to Harry.
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Post by Cydonia on Jan 6, 2006 20:47:26 GMT 1
;D ;D More ;D
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Post by Julie:) on Jan 7, 2006 16:54:25 GMT 1
Love it!! ;D
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Post by mattass on Jan 25, 2006 19:58:44 GMT 1
egentlig ferdig med dn menneh.. så va det og laste den opp .... *yawn* xD
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Post by Cydonia on Jan 29, 2006 17:31:23 GMT 1
haha... Lenge leve latskapen x]
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Post by Cydonia on Feb 21, 2006 20:19:10 GMT 1
Last det opp da ;D
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Post by mattass on Feb 23, 2006 19:16:10 GMT 1
Jane ^*^*^
The feeling of being a mother again was so awsome. I had a daughter now. Dougie was more up in this than me, he was so happy that he was a father. "Jane... can we go for a walk?" Asked Dougie, 3 weeks after Kayle was born. "Wha?" I asked as i was feeding her. David was on the floor playing twister with Danny who laughed as he fell. "Can we go for a walk.." He asked again. "Sure... just gotta finish feeding Kayle" As i had finished feeding her Dougie picked her up and smiled as she giggled, Tom looked up and saw Dougie smiling. Our eyes met and both knew what it ment as he was smiling like that, allthough everything changed in the moment i gave birth to Kayle. "You coming?" Asked Dougie and looked at me. "Yeah.. just gotta find my hoody" I said and got up. "Can i come?" Asked Danny. "Sure Honey" I mumbled pulling my hoody over my head before putting Kayle in the childernroller(?) and Dougie took it out of my hands before i was even able to blink. Danny quickly put his shoes on taking his jacket off the banister before we headed out the door. "Is it just me or does Dougie like show off his kid?" I whispered to Danny as he picked her up when some fans had stopped him. Danny nodded before leaning on me looking at him showing off Kayle to the girls who aw`ed at her and smiled aka drooled as Dougie smiled. I walked up to them and smiled. "Hey honey.. whucha doing? Showing off yer daughter?" I asked. "No.." He mumbled looking at me with a funny look on his face as he swung back and forth with Kayle. "So whats her name?" Asked some blonde highly over make-uped chick. "We have a name to her, just not wanna give it out yet.." I said smiling. "Why not?" Asked some brunette with glasses. "Because we want it like that.. as said... the name will come out next week.." I answered. "Fine" They mumbled and took off. Dougie just looked at before he put kayle back down and we continued walking. As soon as Dougie and Danny spotted McDonalds they swung over the street and in there, i just followed. Inside we met James who were busy munching a big mac. "Yeah so i was telling him that he ough to go down the stre-Hold on....-Dougie? That means.." He turned around put the phone down and smiled. "My fave girl in the world.." He said coming over as i picked up kayle. "Yeah what?"I asked. "Ugh not you... her" He said, smiling as i was thankful for not letting her name slip out. "Fine.." I said stepping aside as Danny rushed past me to order a burger. 4 months later: "Yeah.. Im just going to the meeting downtown, i`ll be back in 3 hours.." Said Dougie as i asked where he was going, holding Kayle. "Okey honey" I said kissing him goodbye. "Bye girls" He said kissing Kayle goodbye before he went outside to the car. I went back into the kitchen to make food for Kayle, as i was putting her in the chair James came in. "Heya.. " He said smiling. "Hey.." I said looking up. "Wheres Dougie?" He asked. "He went to the meeting at Universal.." "What meeting?" "Fletch called in for a meeting today.." "No he didnt.. Danny and Harry is at the mall waiting we were going shopping today- Where you going.. and with Kayle?" "To moms... Dougie is gonna do something.. I swear.." I said running down the street, thank god mom and dad lived only a few seconds away. Arriving at the house i knocked on the door, Mom opend and looked at me. "Watch her please.. My boyfriend is gonna kill himself.. and i gotta prevent it.. I`ll be back in a few hours to pick her up" I said before running down the street. "JANE.. Wa- Oh fuck..." I stopped to luck at the scene, a black car was smashed into the wall off the courthall... people were trying to figure out who it was who had tried to kill himself. "Do-.. oh god... James...No.." Said Jane Collapsing in my arms. "Sssh.... It can be someone else.." I said. "No... thats him... Its dougie....No... I thought- I thought he was okay-I thought he wasnt gonna do it..." She said sobbing into my chest. Suddenly she got up and ran towards the smashed car, three police men stopped her. "GET AWAY.. THATS MY BOYFRIEND.." She yelled as they took a hold of her. "You cant go there.." Said one of them. "Shut up and let me go" The one holding her did and she ran up to the crash, collapsing next to him. I walked up to her, the sight of dougies body was enough for me to start crying. He was just hanging over the steering wheel, his head was covered in bleed. I tried to see if he was breathing. No pulse. I turned to Jane who looked at me trying to figure out if he was alive or what. I shaked my head and pulled her into a hug. Soon after Danny and Harry arrived close up with Tom next.
- James -
"Oh holy shit man.. Its... Its dougie.." Stuttered Danny looking at us. "Yeah...." Mumbled Harry crying at the sight. "Im so sorry.." Said Tom kneeling by Janes side. "I cant believe it... he would really do it... i thought he was doing okay.." She said looking at Tom. "Thats what we all thought sweety..." He said rubbing her back. The usual men who came to the scene did their thing, managed to get dougies body out of the car and made Jane break down again. As she stood there looking at his dead body her mom called me.
- Yes, James here. - Hey, Janes mother. - Hey, is kayle okay? - Yeah, she is fine. I saw the news and Douglas has commited suicide. - Yeah. we are still where he did it. Jane is just saying her goodbyes. - Is he still alive? - No, He died right away. - Oh my, im so sorry. - Thank you. Well, i better get her home to my place, i have a feeling she doesnt wanna go back to the mcfly house. - Your adress love? I`ll drop by with Kayle for her. - Yeah...
I gave her the adress and went to get Jane with me, after ten minutes of begging she got along with it. Driving home to my place i was so shocked of what had happend. Dougie had really killed himself. I really thought he hadnt gotten so down again. He showed us that he was fine, he was super as Kayle had been born. Pulling up in the drive way at my place i looked at Jane. "You wanna go inside?" i asked looking at her, she nodded and got out of the car. Just as that her mom came up the drive way with Kayle on her arm. Just as that Matt came up with David. "Mooommy" Yelled David and ran up to her.
Jane -
Its been a week now since it happend. Since Dougie lied to me and killed himself instead, meaning to do it. I looked at the crowd as the priest spoke. They were all paying so well enough attention to it. It was the best thing to see, that they cared about Dougie. As the priest finished James, Harry, Danny, Tom, Matt and Darren went up to pick up his coffin, Danny looked at me with blood shot eyes from all the crying and nodded. We followed outside to see them slip the coffing into the funeral-car. Saying goodbye as they got the coffin down in the ground was the hardest part. Holding on to Kayle and holding David at the same time didnt fit, James took Kayle for me and i picked up David. He sobbed into my shoulder as they put the coffin into the ground. Turning around 20 minutes later i looked up at the sky. At least he had found peace.
The End!
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Post by Julie:) on Feb 23, 2006 23:39:38 GMT 1
Aww Herregud så trist Men U T R O L I G bra!!! Det må jeg si!! Well done
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Post by Cydonia on Feb 24, 2006 21:03:51 GMT 1
Driiit bra ;D og drit trist Men litt anderledes en den på det andre forumet x]
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